Long Distance got me again...that Bitch.

3 months

Three months of being together and I loved every single moment

We went to concerts together, we ate together, we cuddled and watch movies together

We prayed together, when I was sick you took care of me

We took a lot of each other's firsts

Not sex though

But you did give me your bunny ears 

I love you and every moment

But slowly in the 4th month, I started to become insecure

I start to wonder if you would have time for me next year

I start to wonder if you don't love me enough

I start to feel like you don't care about me or put me as your top priority

I don't feel secure or protected

I start to wonder if you will find someone better

I start to hide my true emotions and feelings

Because I feel like you will judge me or think I'm too much work