Relive Nights

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It's so much more than seeing them
Avoiding them

Dreaming of them

Fearing them

Always feeling them

Screaming at them

And crying

To no end

At nothing and begging why

I thought I was over this
But still I cry,

I thought I was over this,
yet still they lie.

They lie of beliefs,
and faith,
and love

And don't truely know anyone

They shift and claw

And hide in plain sight

And prey on those who take a bite

Bitterly bitten, and raw, of all who attend, for sights nights and nights on end

Then wake and shake and shudders send

And so we stay and stare, dead
and tried,
at peeling paint
and pained fools finds

So scream and beg for nights I find
Nothing but him
Simply living his life,
all but listless,
with nothing to show,
nothing to say,
nothing to know.

For other to see, know and believe

As you're force me to relive and grieve.

/ /

Had a nightmare, from a spiraling fit. Trigger is a word I'll never take lightly again.

It's terrifying and gutting in the cleverest of ways.

Not my best work at all, it's actually pretty shitty, but I don't know what else to do.

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