The weekend at the cabin was everything for me, I went to her games in the following week I was back and watched her win everyone.
Of course we hung out more, talked about each other's likes, dislikes, goals, I told her about my ex, she was a bit disappointed I didn't speak sooner but she understood and I appreciated that.
It's been two months since we made it official at the cabin, and I've been caught in the lime light a few times, and Mihan saw TikTok's, Instagram, shaderoom post of people calling us the lesbian power couple and she spazzed and broke my glass at the shop, I didn't press any charges, cause underneath it all she has a part of me I may never be able to get back.
Was love this stupid? Or was I ? 🤷🏽♀️
After work I drove home early, I was gonna have an evening with Jade. I got in showered, and started dinner, Jade was leaving for a few weeks.
I made, smothered steak over mashed potatoes and steamed vegetables, served with a sweet red wine and for dessert I made a chocolate cherry tart. Jades phone kept going off but I didn't pay it no mind, she is a busy woman regardless, but can I be very honest with y'all ?
I think Jade is fucking other women, she is so slick with it, she has changed so much. She don't wanna do anything anymore, all she wants to do on her off days is stay home, but when her friends call she ready to go, but tells me we need to plan stuff weeks in advance. I understand she is tired and wanna rest, but dang, first when I say Jade let's go to the store she ready now is she ain't feel like going no where, we hardly even have sex. She said her body not responsive to me like that anymore. How should I feel about that?
"Rayn" I heard Jade screaming, her voice was malicious
"Yes Jade" I screamed in concern
"What the fuck is this" she asked waving her phone in front my face. I grabbed her phone and held my breath as I looked at the video in disbelief.
"Babe this was old, it's not recent, I didn't sleep with my ex recently, I've only dated you and slept with you Jade" I pleaded and started to cry
"Fuck this, I knew you wasn't good enough for me, fucking slut" Jade snatched at her phone and walked out the house grabbing her keys and jacket.
I started to cry and scream angrily, I called mihan who was out of the country to my knowledge.
"Hello" she answered
"You cunt" I screamed
" what did I do now" mihan said calmly
"You video us having sex at my shop opening and posted that shit on the gram" I screamed
"What!!! I would never" she stated
"Yeah right you were so mad I was dating Jade you try to sabotage us and you win" I told her
"I don't want you with her cause she's a fuck up stud but I would never do you like that, I hurt you and broke your heart with my bs but I love you woman" she stated, I was just crying.
"I'm coming" she said and hung up before I can protest.
I've been home all day for days, my phone is going crazy and Jade posting pictures out and about with friends. I cried like a baby on the kitchen floor until I fell asleep. I got up showered and just lay in bed, why am I always getting my heart broken, why do I always go through all this bullshit. I'm so tired of suffering through heartache. I looked at the bottle of sleep aid pills, and I drank all.
Mihan pov
As soon as I got back home, I rushed over to Rayn's place and she refuse to open up and tbh I cared and love her but I'm not gonna fight her, I decided to hit Twitter cause people were coming at me as well and I stated I didn't and would never video me and her and from the looks of that video it was taken the night of her shop launch. That I love her and only want her to be happy, and Jade did that for her. My career was moving and I wasn't tryna be mixed in this shit or do wrong by rayn she meant too much to me.
Kim pov
I had it with rayn, so I pulled up on her, I opened her house and saw that it was a mess.
"Rayn Rayn" girl where you at, I screamed throughout the house as I walked to the master room, she was asleep in her bed and I walked over to wake her.
"Rayn baby wake up, this not y...... RAYN RAYNNNNNN NOOOOOO WHAT YOU DIDDDDD" I screamed crying, I jumped on my phone and called the ambulance, they came so fast.
"She is still with us but barely" the EMT said as they put her on the stretcher. People see her but they don't know how many heartbreaks and shit she been through. I grabbed her phone while I drove behind them to the hospital.
I called Val and told her everything and told her to hold it down at the shop.
While they pumped her stomach, I prayed, I can't lose my bestie like this god please. I said whipping away my tears. I decided to look in her phone. I was about to msg Jade when I saw the things Jade told her, "damn" I said. Jade wasn't taking Rayn's story and cussed her out, she told her so many horrid things in these text that wasn't even called for, wow I really thought she loved Rayn but I guess she don't, she even wished her death, damn.
A few minutes after mihan walked in.
"Kim you couldn't call me" she said arguing with me
"How you know?" I asked
"She said it's all over Twitter " she stated and I looked up, it was the same account that posted the video...
"I only told...." I stated, I shook my head and called my daddy....
Writer- mental health issues is high in the black lesbian and gay community. Check on your peoples even if they seem like they have it together really check on them. Love y'all
