So as you guys know this is Chapter 8 and this book will be OVER after Chapter 10 BUT dont fear, there will be a part 2 Called
"His Dying Wishes"{bxb} you can pretty much guess what thats going to be about by the title. Im really stuck on as of what to write for this book. But I have to agree and say I havent been giving this book attention like it needs when this is my book that has the most reads.
Kai's pov
We came back to Jers house it was around 6am and he helped me up the stairs, into the bed and even tucked me in. I was shell shocked, but I wasnt crying. I just couldnt bring it to myself to cry.
"Are you gonna lay with me?" I asked Jer. He shook his head.
"No. Im gonna go shower then for a run." Jer said quietly and I swear he had tears in his eyes.
"Jeremiah just please stop crying" I plead.
"How the hell am I not suppose to cry!!? I just found out the love of my life has 3 to 4 months left to live!!" Jer yelled. I didnt know how to reply so I didnt. He grabbbed some Nike trainer shoes, and jogging some socks and boxers suit, walked into the bathroom in slamming the door behind himself.
I just sighed laying there watching Spongebob and Patrick argue back and fourth about who was "Dirty Dan" and who was "Pinhead Larry". After a while Jer came out the bathroom grabbed his ipod then left.
Jeremiah's pov {point of View}
"I been roaming around
Always lookin down
and all I see
Painted faces
Fill the places I cant reach
(2x)You know that I can use somebody
Someone like you
And all you know
And how you speak
Countless lovers
Undercovers of the street
{2x} You know that I can use somebody
Someone like you!"
Kings of Leon blazed through my ears as I ran, as I tried to run from my pain but I couldnt stop crying, but I didnt stop running, I.ran as fast as my legs would take me. I couldnt help but think about all the pain I had put him through, I allowed him to be exposed I denied the truth for so long, I love Kai and I need him, I cant imagen a world without him. It hurt so much to know that I had waisted so much time in the past and I couldve atleast had him around a little longer. But no, me being a pr¡ck I had him for 3 to 4 months. It hurts so bad. It does. I made my way back around to my house listening to OneRepublic. And came in my house still crying, my mom was on the couch with Jamiliah. I took out my earbuds holding back the tears.
"Mum...." I croaked out holding the tears back.
"Honey, whats wrong?" She asks and I sit next to her with my head in my hands.
"Kai.... Kai has Choronic Luekemia* he only has 3 to 4 months left to live" I choaked out.
My mom wrapped her arms around me and for the first time since I was a little boy, I bawled my eyes out in my mamas arms.
"I need him Ma..... I did him so wrong .... I barely have time to make it up... 3 months isnt that far away and I love him so much I cant go on with out him..... I wanted us to grow old together and die together or atleast me die first I-I-" I cried.
"-Shhhh, shhhh, baby, life goes on, and everything happens for a reason sweety."
"Why is god punishing us?"
"Sweety! He's not, he's tryna show you a bigger picture is all." My mom said running her fingers through my hair til eventually I just fell asleep.
Kai's pov (again)
Jamiliah knocked on the open door. "Bitch." She said with tears in her eyes and wobbling over with her pregnant self. She laid on the bed with me.
"Why are you trying to die on me?" Jamiliah cried. I just stared at her.
"Im not ho€,its just how things played out in my sh¡t life." I say tearing up a little but I refused to cry.
"Well just know that your my bestfriend and nothings gonna change that, life through death babe! Your just too amazing and aint nobody gone ever compare to you or even come close to being as close as me and you I love you Malilkia Andrew Jacobs and your my bestest friend." Jamililah says tears streaming and had tears threatening to spill out
"Bestest isnt a word tramp" I croaked out hugging her still I didnt cry as bad as I wanted to, I just didnt. She laughed a little.
"Okay enough with this emotional crap. If my Bad B¡tch is going to bite the dust then you going out with a bang!" Jamiliah said.
"So im making a bucket list?"
"Hell yeah!"
I grabbed a notebook and a pen and me and Jamiliah came up with the list of things to do before I die I earned a couple of woahs from her and the last one she went Awwwww. I smiled looking over the list. Yeah...... I couldnt wait to do these things.
Did ya like? And please comment some things you think Kai should do before he dies! Thanks loves.
-khyeasha
