Kai's p.o.v
Jer looked confused as i left out of his arms. "Where are you going?" He asks as i put on my clothes.
"To a different hotel room." i state as if he were dumb.
"Why?"
"Because i got what i wanted so its time for me to leave , i'll see you on our flight...husband." I said looking him in the eyes. "Please, just please don't leave... i love you" he begged emotion all in his voice."Now you see how it feels, Goodbye Jer" I say turning then leaving tears in my eyes and a pain in my chest. It had to be done, he needs to learn how i feel sometimes. i told myself.
Jeremiah's p.o.v
"Please, just don't leave.... I love you" I said feeling vulnerable, used,easy, unloved. I couldn't take it, i hated the fact he was mad at me."Now you see how it feels, Goodbye Jer" Kai says then turns and leaves. Can't he see i was trying to love him?Why is he doing this to me? I know i hurt him but you never fight fire with fire, i thought him of all people knew that.
I didn't't want to spend the rest of my time in Vegas like some heartbroken female moping around so i kept myself active , i went back to my hotel room ,showered and got dressed.After getting dressed i went to search for something to eat and ended up With Jamiliah and her friends.
"There's the newly wed gay guy!" Britt yelled as i walked in. "Would you hush"I whisper/yell at her. I didn't need people knowing about this just yet. "Where's your husband Kai ?"Her other friend asked i didn't take the time to learn her name because i didn't' like her. My heart clinched a little , whoa what the hell? Did i just have a mini heart attack. "I don't know where he is" I replied hurting to talk about Kai for some reason. I don't like this feeling."What happened between you and Kai?"Millie asked my heart clinched again. I grabbed my chest. "Stop saying his name" I pleaded putting my head on the table. Why was hearing his name making me feel like this? Why couldn't he have cuddled with me? I don't even cuddle but that's all i wanted to do with him after what we did this morning , and it hurt my feelings he didn't't want to stay with me. I was angry at myself . Why am i so mad a guy didn't' want to cuddle? Gosh I'm such a fag! He doesn't love me anymore why would he even wan't me? He's making me feel insecure ! God Kai what did you do to me? I have never felt femine a day in my life til now.
"Jer are you okay?" Jamiliah asked?
"I'm fine just tired i think I'm going to go for a walk , then pack my things I'll meet you guys at the airport." I say as quick as i could so i could get out of there before i busted into tears or something i was feeling all to emotional. I needed to clear my head.
After walking around town a it i went back to the hotel and packed then went to the airport . I got there just in time our flight was boarding.When i got on the plane the first thing i seen was Kai's face. The only seat available was right next to him. So i made my way over every step i took my heart began to pump faster he looked at me and my heart start racing i sat down next to him."look Kai, I know I hurt you alot in the past but i-" "Oh would you Shut up? I don't wan't your apology, you are seriously wasting my time that's all you ever were , a waste of my time , don't even speak to me on this plane i don't want to talk to you." Kai said cutting me off from the apology i was spewing out. My heart seemed to shatter as he spoke his words. "I love you Kai"I said vulnerable . "The feeling will never be mutual" Kai spat my heart caved in and collapsed, if i would've died right then and there it wouldn't have even mattered because the person who i love more than anyone in this world did not feel the same. "Why are you doing this to me?" I said and hadn't realized i was crying til the tear reached my cheek . He turned and looked at me , so cold, so distant even though he was sitting right next to me. "Because i need to"Kai said and with that neither him or me spoke another word to each other the whole plane ride.
When i got home i called up the person i knew who i could talk to, my ex girlfriend, who's also the mother of my 2 year old son her name is Nina , me and her were best friends all through college , we are just friends who had a baby, we both agreed that we weren't a good couple just good friends. She answered and i spewed my guts out to her about everything. I asked her to come over and she did. We ended up... Well you know, doing that grown up thang.
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Back to Kai's p.o.v (point of view)
When me and Jamiliah got home her Boo's car was parked in the Drive way. We walked in the house and she jumped Into Shawny's arms and so began there disgusting make out session they might be in their 20s but damn they can make out like some teenagers, but after all the things they been through i didn't't expect them to ever stop kissing like the world was ending. Their story was far more worse than me and Jer's.
"Okay break it up you two." i said coming out of my room from putting my suit cases up and seeing the two still making out PG13 style and on the verge of Rated R . They laughed sitting up on the couch."So Kai we have something we need to tell you"Millie said as i sat in the one seat-er.
"What is it?" I ask
"We're having a baby"Shawny said.
"That's great! omg i want to be a god parent, but I'm totally not surprised that you guys are pregnant the way you guys get your freak on, i expected you guys would have 4 kids by now." I laughed.
"There is one tweak in this pregnancy though." Mille said frowning a bit.
"What is it?"
"You have to move out" Shawny and Millie said at the same time.
"Where am i suppose to go? i don't have a job."
"You could always move in with Jer , you guys are married now in all!"
"So he was gay ! aw man i owe you 50 bucks!" Shawny said . When had they bet on this?
"Wait WAIT WAIT! I CAN NAWT MOVE IN WITH JEREMIAH!" i said coming in to realization.
"Why not? It's a good way to get revenge on him" Jamiliah said.
"How did you know i was planning revenge?"
"Because before we boarded the plane you kept laughing like a maniac saying ' I'm going to get my revenge he needs to hurt' "
I laughed at this.
"Yeah, revenge sounds good"
"Count me in on this"
"Why would you want to help?"
"I know how big of a jerk my brother can be"
"Jerk? More like dickhead or an Anus " Shawn said
"Any ways how far along are you?" i ask millie .
"About 3 or four months, i was wondering why i was putting on weight that just wouldn't drop no matter what , found out earlier that i was pregnant "
"Yeah were so having a boy" Shawn said.
"I'm hoping for a girl" Me and millie said at the same time .
"Well whatever it is , i'm just happy its ours and I'm hoping healthy!" Shawn said putting his hands on Jamilah belly. Now i can definitely say they have a perfect relationship, it definitely didn't't start that way because of there parents , but it ended with them in love. Why can't me and jer be like that? Maybe we can be, maybe I'm being to hard on him. I thought this all the way to Jer's house .
I knocked on his door, no answer. So i used the spare key i knew was under the rug and let myself in, his car was in the drive way, when i walked in there were female clothes thrown lazily across the floor and the shirt Jer was wearing too i herd moans coming from somewhere from up the stairs . Definately not being hard enough on him , i decided to sit on the couch and watch TV until they were done, a couple hours later Jer came down and looked at me shocked. I stared back up at him smirking , giving him hell is something i am going to be doing as long as I'm going to be staying here. " Hey roommate " i said to him
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