CHAY'S POV
One year and a half gone passed that quickly. But I'm still longing for My Macau. His loving and tender kisses, warm hugs, his voice when he says I love you to me. How am I ever to forget about him? The unforgettable night we shared together, our promises and everything.
I miss him so badly. The only thing that makes me strive to continue is the promise that he told me that he will not stop loving me.
After my contract, I'm going to pursued him again no matter what.
I really want to choose him that day, but my stupid mouth didn't say it.
I know, I still have a chance on him and I'm sure of that. I know he is always present every time I have an event or Concert. And he is the reason why I'm smiling, because I know his in there watching over me.
Nop his personal body guard is keeping me updated on what he is doing before.
But this past few month he didn't tell me anything about Macau. And I'm getting worried about it.
Even P'Pete and P'Porsche, they are not telling me anything about him. After our break up, they also ignored me. I mean they are still talking to me, but it's not like the way they talk to me anymore when me and Macau are still together.
And Venice is ignoring me too, when I visit the minor house. Like everyone of them is ignoring me and it breaks my heart.
Like today, I'm walking back to my room when Venice just past at me in the hall way running to his dads room. I followed him but stopped before I could reach the door frame.
"The baby is si cute, even his mom are beautiful too." Venice said excitedly.
What are they talking about? I asked myself and move little bit to the door so I can hear them properly.
"Yeah, your uncle is so lucky" P'Pete said louder this time, does he know I'm here listening to them?
"When are they coming back, I want to hold baby Rocco" Venice asked.
What is this why am I so nervous about mentioning the baby. And Uncle whose uncle they are talking about.
"I don't really know, because your uncle Macau said they need to process babies papers so they can travel back." P'Pete even emphasize Macau's name.
My tears run down, my knees are shaking and my heart was torn, like really really torn this time.
I run to my room, and bring my phone to call Nop, but it's out of coverage.
I check Macau's social media account just incase he posted something. And now he even blocked me.
So I made a new account to trace him.
"Please they are just messing with me" I keep on chanting while I'm typing on phone.
But my nervousness never leaves me a bit.
After 15 minutes of wiping my tears and typing, I finally made a new account.
Taking a very deep breath before typing his name on search icon.
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