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dream x oc part 1

~2 mouths before it happens~(this  is gonna have suicide in it well its gonna be talked about so if it is a trigger please skip pasted the part with is in it i'll let you know the parts and this is a band au and they all lived or moved to America)

Dream pov

"Baby" i say no answer

"love" still no answer

"darling"

"what i was in the shower" he said walking out of the bathroom i mean we don't care if the other walks out cause i mean we already seen each other naked before reason you guys don't need to know but

I look at him and start talking again but before i do

he is already is dressed he always gets dressed out here with me hm?

"We have a song to do for are band"

i say as he looks at me and smiles a little

"yeah i know when again"

"in a few weeks but rehearsal is tomorrow though" i said looking down at him to see him staring off he's been doing that a lot recently

"darling" i whispered as i grabbed his face for him to look at me

"hm?" He hummed as he looked in my eyes then looked away

what is he hiding i thought we told each other everything

"Darling are you hiding something for me"i say seeing his eyes with a little fear in them

"N-no i would never hide anything from you" he says looking at me i could tell he's gonna regret something but What's that something

"You wanna go out tonight" i whispered in his ear after i hugged him and he sighs then nods his head as a yes

1 i just smiles we've been dating for a while now almost 4 years his birthday will be are 4 years of being together i can't wait to ask him

~1 month before it happens~ 

Nathan pov

(Skip this part)

I started to cut again

(Your all good)

i can't tell clay he'll be mad at me i just can't take it anymore i really can't so I've been doing stuff that will make him happy i hope he won't hate me for doing this

~ 3 weeks before it happens~

Still nathan pov

George found out what im gonna do and i told him that nothing can stop me this time he just nodded and said he wouldn't tell dream i really hope he doesn't

~2 weeks before it happens~

Nathan pov still (2 one of these then its gonna be someone else)

(Skip this part)

Fucking hell clay came home as i was cutting so i had to quickly hide the knife and put bandages on my arms

(Your all good)

then walk out of the bathroom just to get kisses all over the face and i laugh a little to see him smiling he's happy that's good

"Hey darling"

"Hm?"

He giggles "wanna watch the sun set with me at are spot"

"I would love to do that with you my love" i said and giggled a little to

So i watched it with him he's happy that all that madders to me he's gonna hate me when he finds out but as long as he's happy now

~1 week before it happens~

Nathan pov

George is still trying to get me to stop doing it but its not working my mind had already made it up that im doing in next week i told him if he knew sooner he could have stoped it

So im hanging out with clay today cause its are date night (no its not Nathan's birthday cause he won't be able to make it)

and he make us a picnic date it was so cute after we were done eating we just laid there in each other arms watching the stars i sigh and dream started talking

"Hey darling"

"Hm?"

"I love you more then anything in the world"

I smiled at that "i love you more then anything and everything in the world" i giggled at what i said as he gasped a bit

"No you cant do that"

"Do what?"

"Im supposed to say i love you more" he laughed after saying that so i just sat up and kissed his noise

"I love you more then you more me claywastaken"

"No cause i love you more then you love me nathanwas-" i looked at him as he stoped talking then started again "nathanwastaken"

by now my face was dark red like dark red where you could see it dark did he just no he couldn't of right "what? Did you say"

"I love you more"

"No after that"

"More then you love me"

"No after that"

"Nathan"

"No you said my name with your last name"

"Hm? I don't recall saying that"

I just stared at him as he laughed then started talking again smirkig

"Nathanwastaken sounds good doesn't it"

I looked at him with a darker face then before pushing off the facted that i was gonna do it

"You said it again"

"Said what"

"Nathanwastaken"

"Now your saying it so you like it" he said with a smirk as my face darken

Lets just say a few unholy things happened in the back of his car

(you guys know what im talking about)

~few hours later~

I fell asleep on are way back home after being embarrassed for 2 start hours and getting fucked after he embarrassed me but now i remember what i was gonna do

i just can't do this anymore it's not clay, george, sapnap, wil, tommy, or any of them it's me

~1 day before it happens~

Tomorrow is the day i woke up early and made dream breakfast then went to go wake him up when it was done we eat then he headed to his song rehearsal yes it's are band but we have songs we do together and songs we don't do together

I wrote a note to him explaining why i did it and gave it to george please don't hate me my love

~5 minutes before it happened~

So george took clay out as much as george hated it he knew he couldn't stop me

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Damn didn't know i could write that much i could never write that much before heh oh yeah its something i like

Bye my loves

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