glimps of us
in which chris regrets his decision everyday after only seeing y/n in her doppleganger wishing he could've admitted it sooner, although he's not the only one.
i hear a voice call my name, i sighed already knowing who it was. "chris baby" she says in her soft but raspy voice "come back to bed chrissy" that nickname made my heart drop. immediately i felt a sting in my chest. who is she to call me that?? she's not y/n. i shake my
head at my petty mindset and find my way back to bed. i face my back towards her because i wasn't really in the mood for conversation, considering it was two in the morning. the only
personal who i could really have a deep conversation with at two in the morning is y/n. again i try my hardest to stop thinking about her and just sleep. that's until i feel my hair being played with is she braiding my hair? i feel my body get tense as i remember, y/n used to do that and shes the only one who can do it. that's when i get a glimpse of us. before i could say anything the word " i love you" is said by the girl laying beside me. i lean against my head board not fully comprehending what i'm about to do but i do it anyway. "i'm really sorry, i do love you" i can see a smile quickly creep onto her face then drop quickly after i say "im not inlove with you though" she scoffs and doesn't say anything but i can see tears as they start brimming in her eyes. as much as i feel sorry for her i feel as if i did the right thing. im not inlove with her
or atleast not the way i'm inlove with y/n.
chris pov
as soon as i see her car pull out of the driveway i get up out of my zone out and i speed walk to matt's room, i open the door as quickly as ican and explain everything to him. matt nods "finally dumbass let's go"
time skip bc im lazy as fuck
y/n pov
i feel my eyes get heavy as i slowly start to drift into a deep sleep before i hear someone's car pulling into the driveway. i sigh and get up looking through my window seeing chris sprint out of the car to my front door step. i know i'm supposed to be in my act of ignoring chris but im head over heels for this kid there's no way i'm ever getting over him. the door bell rings three times before i run downstairs and swing open the door. "chris-" i say before im quickly interrupted "y/n im so sorry for whatever i did, i really dknt wanna lose you, i value our friendship to much for that so please forgive me for whatever i did to make you upset" i sigh as i hear the word friendship. i couldn't beileive i was stupid enough for me to ever fathom being with him. "chris im not mad at you" i say with my voice breaking, he looks at me with a sorrow guilty look. " then what's going on y/n please i'm you're best friend you can tell me anything" that's when i've reached my breaking point "crhis that's the thing, we're not best friends we're more then that and you know it, i guess i was to oblivious to see it until i saw you with her and all i could think about is it could've been me if i weren't such a pussy im really sorry-" before i could finish his lips molded into mine as his hands reach my waist. i find my hands in his hair softly stroking it. "i know we weren't just friends and i'm so sorry it took me so long to realize that y/n" i don't answer i just wrap my arms around him as he does the same to me. i want to stay like this forever
a/n i did not proof read so ik it's horrible, i will fix any mistakes after school but have a good day💓💓 -serenity
