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Endearment in Heart

Creating mysterious layers in hearts they associated themselves numb on the bed with closed eyes, their back facing each other.

Their eyes were closed yet open. What to do?-- Have you ever slept with wet eyes? But still, we do, to not let others know what is going on within us. Showing the fake self to cry within the original self. One day we hit that maturity.

And this maturity became the reason for their tears.

Tosses on the mattress were revealing the restlessness their soul held. Their goal was only one-- not to let the other know about one's condition. After all, Banni was going to leave his life tomorrow. Forever. And then, life would change. Just like a pen without ink.

They met like the strings of a guitar and eventually became the tune.

He arrived like a sweet mist in her life and changed her path, her life, and the way she swayed. He changed her from Banni to Banni Dulhan and now again Banni. Her mind smeared with his thoughts, his care, and her heart longs to pour the love. She came like the Angel of the child's dream. Yuvaan's dreams. And became his music, the sukoon of his life.

How can they separate when they had immersed themselves totally in each other?

Banni's Provision

How will I live without him?
I can't. No! How will I?
In the realm where I was alone, a girl who always yearned for love and family-- he arrived like a wish granter and fulfilled my wish. In a life where I only knew to work, he taught me to live in the moment, to enjoy each second and swayed my heart in the beautiful rhythms. He coloured my empty sky by scattering his precious colours. He has imported the zeal of life to me. He had given me the fuel to fulfil my dream.

Working for my
'Banni Chow Home Delivery' alone wasn't easy. Society gave pity on the struggle and taunt at the same time. Men used to put their lustful gazes on me for my feminine body.

Deep inside me, where scared Banni was shaking, I had no one around to embrace me to console me and then, I got a friend. Of my age with a child-like heart. His cute and sweet talks just stir my bitter worries with his sweetness, Just like Churma. He procured me with his warm solacing embraces and music. With his comradery that can soothe my worst to worst problems. Just being with him, don't know how but things seem effortless.

He says I make him recall his mother but actually he makes me recall my mother.

People get life partners so that after their parents, someone is going to take care of us just like them. So when not with parents, we have someone on our side who will too understand us. With whom we can share happiness, joy, sorrow, mind and soul without any uneasiness.

Our marriage was performed due to a despised situation. Because of my Mama-Mami's filthy act. Yet, it was the only mistake that I don't feel angry with them anymore. Because of them, I got to know more about him. I got the urge to know more about life.

From protecting me from getting sexually assaulted to taking the whacks of society on himself. He always did everything with a smile on his face. My eternal Saviour.

In this era, one can get physical intimacy easily. Whether with force or with consent. But what people crave is-- Emotional intimacy which is not that easy to have. A connection as the strength that exists between people when they feel seen, heard and valued. When they can bestow and acquire without judgement. And when they derive sustenance and vigour from the relationship. He has given me that.

Everyone's need is not just money as society thinks. People earn money even by doing labour. If earning something is difficult then it is only Love. The care a person provides to you. The pure feathers on the head. The small moments which treasure a beautiful smile to your face.