Lost memories

Normal..?

You slowly open your eyes, as the sun is shining right on your face.
As you're slowly starting to fully wake up, you take. A short glance next to you, only to see that it's empty.

„He's probably at work .." you think by yourself.

You stretch your arms, making them crack, then you slowly make your way out of bed, you feel so tired cause of these sleepless nights...You're still wondering what that nightmare's about..?

Still with your eyes half closed, you managed to reach the kitchen, you make yourself some coffee, hoping that it'll wake you up a bit, as you wait for your coffee, your eyes roam around the kitchen, such a big luxurious kitchen.. but still..you never cooked or prepared anything here, since the maids are already cooking for Taehyung and you.

You see a maid walking towards you.

„Good morning Mrs. Kim, I'm here to tell you the breakfasts done" she bows in front of you and walks away again.

If it where for you, you would prefer making your own breakfast, or your own dinner...but your husband insists that they'll cook for the both of you..he doesn't want you to do anything.

You're just always at home, while he's at work...besides..you don't even know what his exact job is..nor where all of his money comes from..he never told you anything about his job, you just noticed some random scratches or other injuries like bruises or even deep cuts..? On his body.. whenever he returns home from work with new injuries, you always ask what happened, but he always just shrugs your questions off....It already happened so many times that you just got used to it, it's normal..right?

You suddenly flinch as you're getting dragged out of your thoughts by someone.

„Sunhee? You there??" the male voice asks, waving his hand in front of your face.

„O-oh- Hobi- What are you doing here? Arent you supposed to be at work with my husband?" you ask, leaning against the kitchen bar.

„Well .. yeah-  but he just ordered me to go shopping with you, he told me you should get some new clothes.." he says scratching the back of his head.

„Is he too busy to go with me..?" you ask, slightly feeling disappointed..as you never get the chance to do something with him, but you would never deny to go out, since Taehyung barely let's you leave this mansion...and if, then just with someone of his men..or friends..? You don't even know what they are to him...

Hoseok nods silently, making you sigh.

„Well then, I'll be around, make sure to eat breakfast, if you're done with everything call me." He said monotone, and before you reply he already turned around walking away.

You sigh again, staring at you coffee, which is probably cold now, but since you don't like to waste stuff you take it with you anyway.

You walk to the dinning room, seeing the table full with every kind of foods to eat for breakfast, a maid approaches you and pulls the chair for you as you chose one of these many seats.

„What's it gonna be today Mrs.Kim?" the maid asks, staring at the floor avoiding eye contact, they always avoid eye contact...

„Uh...the same as always..." you reply, as the maid nods and bows again, then she walks to the edge of that long table to get some fresh pancakes for you, she tops them with some chocolate sauce and serves them to you on a silver tablet, she then bows once again and walks away.

***

After you finished your breakfast and finished preparing yourself you wait for Hoseok to come, as you asked a maid to tell him you're ready.

You're excited to go out again, since it has been a while..Taehyung doesn't even take you out on dates..which you thought was normal, until you saw a romantic movie with him, the people in this movie giggled a lot, and used to go on dates...But he prohibited you to watch these kind of movies,  cause he doesn't want to hear nor answer your questions, about why you two are not the same like these people in that kind of movies...

But it's not that bad that you two never go on dates...nor giggle about so called funny situations..or kiss each other with „love"..? Right..?

You again were dragged out of your mind as Hoseok stood right in front of you, waving his hands in front of you face again.

„Jeez..why are you always zoning out like that? Let's go." He demanded and signed with his hand for you to follow him to the garage.

You both enter Hoseok's car, as he stars the engine, slowly driving out of that mansion.

Your eyes are glued to the window as you admire the trees, the road, just everything..it almost feels like you haven't seen these things in ages.

As both of you arrived at the shopping mall, Hoseok immediately hands you a mask, you frown looking at it.

„Do I really have to..?" you ask making him roll his eyes.

„Yes. Taehyung ordered me to make sure you wear a mask." He replied in a cold tone, placing the mask on your hand.

You sigh and put the mask on...You thought you could go out now without any mask..cause you always had to wear one, once you were out..Taehyung said it's dangerous for me to breathe freely outside his mansion..cause of illnesses, viruses etc...ofc you believed him.. but you still felt ashamed cause you were always the only one wearing a mask among all of these other people, so you were wondering..is this normal..? Why don't they wear masks as well..? Again so many questions pop up in your head.

You walk beside Hoseok, just staring at the floor, since your husband also forbid you to look at other people, maybe it's just because he's jealous..? You always thought...

Both of you enter an luxurious shop, you already know this shop pretty well, since they always used to buy you clothes from there, but somehow...you didn't feel happy or „proud" about owning and wearing these expensive clothes, why? You don't know. Maybe cause you got used to it?

***

A lot of time passed as you were trying so many different clothes on, Hoseok almost bought everything you tried on, with your husband's credit card ofc....

As you both walk out of the shop, you glance at Hoseok, he was struggling a bit as he carried all of these full shopping bags.

As you weren't paying any attention, you weren't wearing your mask correctly, and as you were walking towards the exit of the mall, you could feel a strong gaze on you.

You tried to find the person which was giving you this strange feeling as your eyes roamed over all people that were passing by you, but with no success.

As you both were about to reach the exit, you could hear someone shouting......

„Y-Y/N!!!!!!!!"

——————————————————

Hi again :3 I tried to keep my promise by writing an long chapter now, hope y'all like it ^^