Lost memories

Lucky

„N-no ! Dear please!!! I-I'm your wife!" you plead for him to stop what ever he's planning to do.

He instead just looks at you, with no single emotion to be seen in his eyes, just darkness, he then approaches you slowly, keeping his dark stare on you, while you're a crying and trembling mess.

„Stop crying." He demands. Sounding dead serious as he stands right in front of the bed where you're sitting on.

You try to calm yourself, to suppress these tears, but you're just too scared of your short tempered husband.

He growls annoyed and suddenly hovers above you, pinning your hands next to your head.

„I said. You should stop crying." He demands again, sounding even more pissed, while he stares right into your soul, causing a shiver down your spine.

You force yourself to calm down and press your lips together to not let any kind of sound out, since you don't wanna trigger him even more...

He smirks down at you as you're still trying to keep quiet, he then suddenly tightens his grip on your hands, as he wants to make sure you're not letting a single tone leave your lips.

His smirk widens as you're pressing your lips even harder, trying your best to keep him satisfied.

„Good girl, now you're obeying" he loosens his grip on your hands making you feel relieved.

Or is it to early to feel relieved..?

Your eyes follow him as he leans down, to your ear..

„How do you want me to punish you..?" He whispers into your ear, as you feel your body getting covered in goosebumps, cause of his deep voice.

„D-darling p-please...don't punish me..I will obey to everything..p-please.." you beg in a soft but shaky voice, he removes himself from your ear and stares down at you again, that same blank and dark stare on his face.

Is he thinking about forgiving me without any punishment..? You think to yourself as your hopes rise a tiny bit.

He let's go of your hands and crosses his arms in front of his broad chest.

„Hmm..But I'm not sure if you'll really obey...without any punishment..?" He raises an eyebrow as you feel your hopes going down again.

„U-um let's just f-forget about it no-" he cut your sentence as he pushed you down on bed again, you try to free yourself, but no use, he's just too strong...

He holds you still with one hand, as his other hand starts to strip your pants off, you panic at the thought of what he'll do, you cry and beg, as you suddenly hear a loud noise, which Taehyung hears as well, both of you stare towards the door.

Someones banging against the door, then Taehyung shouts: „WE'RE BUSY. GET LOST" you flinch at his deep loud voice, he turns himself to you again as he wants to continue, but the banging won't stop.

Taehyung let's go of you and makes his way towards the locked door, he mumbles angrily „I'd better be important." as he unlocks the door and opens it.

You feel kinda relieved as you see Hoseok standing in the doorframe, he has a worried expression on his face and calls Taehyung out, but before Taehyung leaves, he walks towards you and whispers in your ear....

„Lucky you. Something urgent came up at work...But I swear..next time there will be no mercy." he just smirks at you and then walks out of the bedroom, leaving you there....Alone...Terrified....

You pull your pants up, while you're still shaking in fear he might come back and change his mind...You hug your legs and cry silently...

Why are you his wife..?

Why did you marry him..?

You can't remember. That's what annoys you the most, you can't remember anything about your past...

You don't even know anything about your husband..What is he doing for his living?? From where does all that money come from?? Why does he get angry when you ask him questions...??

And the thing you wonder the most is... Why is he so cold to you? Why is he so expressionless ?

Your head starts to hurt as more and more questions pop up in your head..

But you never got an answer to anything..the only answer you got is..why you lost your memories...

One day..you woke up in a Hospital.. you couldn't remember a single thing how you got there, you just felt an immense sharp pain in your head..and there..you saw him....

He was sitting next to your bed, blankly staring at you.

You remember how you frowned at him and asked him who he was.. he just chuckled in response and held your hand.. and then..you noticed.. the matching rings on both of your ring fingers..

„You really forgot your husband hm..?"  he asked you, while you held your head again as it hurt really bad...

Then he told you how you lost your memories..

The both of you were about to drive home from a party .... He said.

The road was empty .. and it was in the middle of the night.. but then suddenly there was a car driving at full speed in the opposite direction of the car you both were in, then it happened...a car crash..

The two people that crashed their car into yours .. immediately died at the scene.. your body was left unharmed..except your head, he said it was badly injured..

He himself was pretty lucky and was only left with a few scratches and bruises..

Like that he managed to call an ambulance, which drove you to the ER right away.

The doctors said you'll need a surgery right away.. or you might die...

Before you went into he surgery room, the doctor warned Taehyung that this surgery can be quite risky, causing you to lose your memory...since that part of your brain, which was important for your memories..was the most injured...

Taehyung didn't care at that moment and just wanted you to be alive and healthy, so he agreed to that risky surgery..which saved your life after all...

You still wonder why he's not talking about how your past...

You find yourself again in reality.. your eyes were already dried cause of so many tears..

You just zone out into a corner, thinking of how you'll be able to live like this...

Then your burning eyes travel to the window...

At least you can still admire the beautiful night sky..

Your grip on your legs loosens a bit, as you feel your eyes getting heavy..you really lost any track of time, since it's night again..

You slowly close your eyes and drift off to dreamland again, hoping you won't get that strange nightmare again...

But after all....you're pretty lucky..right..?

You live a live with an wealthy husband..he's good looking ... but cold..and you're healthy...

Everyone wants this life..right??

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Hi. Uhm. I'm still alive-? ☠️

I was quite stressed cause of work—

But I'll try to update more