The Lost Lotus

Strangers Lotus's POV

Yeah today was ok I usually did all my work early and just go to the library and do my work and this is been like every day.

My friend Kacey said " Why are you such a nerd! gosh your always worried about your books and homework can't you just YOLO it one day and live freely?"

I smiled at her and said " I will one day but my life is education right now and what the hell do you mean by YOLO it?"

She laughed at me and said " Try dating or partying or just hanging out with your friends sometime instead of being so secluded and worried about what's next"

She was right be she didn't have to put it like that I've never been to a party except for one time and it was my friends party she was a how do you put it? Whore and party slut

But forget that that's old so I said " All that causes is drama headaches and heart breaks I can't take those risks will I'm focused on my life ahead."

She looked at me a said " uuuugh why are you such a downer Lotus there's no reason for you not to try it. It can be fun trust me on that."

I knew it was but I had too much work and graduation was coming up and I'm in highschool by the way 12th grader so yeah a lot is on the line

So I said " Maybe I will try that then" I lied to her to shut her up

She looked at me like I was crazy clearly she found out about me lying so she said

" Really? Hmph so I guess you'll come with me to this party on Saturday huh?"

I laughed and said " Why not I need some YOLO in my life"

She said " Ok by I don't want you bitching out and trying leave me there alone so you got to promise me this"

I eyed her like she was up to something so I said "......... Sure yeah I'll go."

She looked confused and said " Well this is very awkward of you but ok I'll text you later so bye bitch"

I laughed at her comment so I continued on my advanced calculus God damn this was the only challenging class I had.

When I was having trouble these too guys walk in very loudly kick open the door. There was two of them one that had blonde hair and another black or grayish I guess.

They walked in and sat down at a table and the one with the black hair starts yelling and the others guy laughs and says something to him. The black haired guy laughs and smiles and starts to walk around.

He seems like he's looking for something then he looks at me and starts to walk towards me. 'God don't come near me please leave me alone' I thought then he sits at my table.

He smiles at me and says "hi"

I replied with " what do you want I'm busy"

He asked " with what may I ask" he looked at me still smiling ugh I hate boys like this he clearly didn't care for school or didn't look smart at all.

So I said "advanced calculus I'm sure that you can't help"

He replies saying " Honey I can help you with that anytime" what's with him and his confidence fuck. Haha but I got to admit it's cute so I said

" wow already trying to pull moves but I'll take that help if you actually do it"

He may look dumb but he got this calc stuff down very smart indeed he had all these problems and showed me the formula for it which made it much simpler.

So I said " look thank you for helping me out but I'm not interested"

He replied by flexing his large muscles 'mmm sexy' and said " you want to miss out on this?"