Chapter 23-  A dagger through my heart

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It's been about  2 weeks since The Whole Madison Square, Garden mess and Kells hasn't found out about the whole Jaden situation and I hope he doesn't
But I'm not trying to think too much because we are having the gender reveal tomorrow
Sam came over while the boys are at the studio to set up and see who's coming

Sam-So we got travis and Kourtney
Y/n-Okay continue
I said as trying to put up streamer
Sam- Mod Sun and Avril
Y/n-Of course
Sam-Jaden
Y/n-OK I guess
I said with A hesitant voice
Sam-Why not Jaden I thought you guys were close?
Y/n-we are it's just
She cut me off
Sam-You guys Kissed?
My eyes widened my and palms got sweaty
Y/n-how did you know
I said in a stern voice
Sam-because that's it what always happens in dramatic movies you're literally living in one with all these Dramatic celebrities
Y/n-So you going to tell him
Sam-of course not you're my best friend I would never do that to you and who cares it was just a kiss I kissed Kells
My Face got red
Sam-I am joking
I slapped her in the arm
Y/n-continue with the list

We finished up and then watched a movie the boys all decided to go out to dinner after the recording
They invited us but I wasn't feeling well so I just told Kells to bring us back chips and queso

Sam turned to me
Sam-are you ever gonna start writing music again you haven't dropped stuff in two months?
Y/n-yeah I wanna try but like I've been so busy with like the baby and now I am engaged
Sam-to the man of your dreams
Y/n-yeah
I blushed
Sam-never did a rockstar huh?
She said mockingly
I threw a pillow at her head
And then we continue watching the movie

Shortly after that the boys got home ate my chips and dip and then headed up to me and Kells's room
He walked in the room as I was taking my earring off and hugged me from behind and Kissed my neck
Kells-I can't wait to meet this little one
He said touching my stomach
Y/n-me too
I looked at him and kissed him
Kells-I am going to jump in the shower
Y/n-okay love you baby
I put my pajamas on and then sat on the bed I put on my phone for a little bit but I decided to take a risk I open the side drawer next to the bed and grabbed my songbook

I started writing and I got a lot down in a short amount of time

You're all I ever wanted
So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head?
You love me but no matter what you say
There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
I hope I die first
'Cause I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep without you
Tell me what's worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe I can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If I die

soon it was more and more
Finally it was 2 AM and I heard Kells get up

Kells-What are you doing it's 2am?
He said in the sleepy voice
Y/n-Something
Kells-well I want to give you snuggles I am cold
Y/n-Then put a blanket on
I threw one over his head
He freaked out and gave me a weird look and popped right up and took the book out of my hand
I saw him closely inspect  it
Kells-This is really good y/n
Y/n-I know it's just a little something I'm working on I wanna get back into music now can I have a back?
Kells-no no no sleep
I tackled him
I ended up on top of him and I gave up so I just stayed there and put a blanket over us and I ended up drifting to sleep

We both ended up waking up around 11-ish when the party started at 12
I wasn't too worried because Santa was doubting like everything for it

I took a quick shower and put this on

I did my hair and make up and then Kells walked in

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I did my hair and make up and then Kells walked in

Kells-i'm so excited to find out the general baby
Y/n-I know right it's like a mild stone we're almost there
Kells-what do you want to be?
Y/n-I really wanted to be a boy but I don't care if it's happy and healthy what about you?
Kells-I really want it to be a boy so we can name it blade
Y/n-AGAIN WITH THE FUCKING BLADE KELLS
He started giggling and ran out of the room laughing

I walked downstairs and everybody was already there
There is sandwiches and iced tea and there was a cake and my favorite was the guitar that Kells had to smash to find out the gender I thought it was the coolest thing
I was doing my rounds until I saw Jaden
He walked over to me
Jaden whispered
Jaden-How are you doing?
Y/n-Good but I still feel super guilty
Jaden-you shouldn't he didn't do anything I kissed you
Y/n-I don't know I love Kells I want to be with him but I wanted you to kiss me
His eyes widened
Jaden-so you feel something for me?
Y/n-No Jaden I meant to be with Kells he's my person
Jaden-Then what are you trying to say
Y/n-I don't know......
Right as that happened Sam got on the microphone
Sam-It time can we get the parents up here so we can reveal the gender!

Me and Kells walked on the small stage
Kells picked up the guitar instead of tickets to my downfall it said boy or a girl on the side of it
Sam-On the Count to three everybody!
Everyone-3
                    2
                       1

The guitar hit the ground and blue dust went everywhere
Y/n-AHHHHHH
I jumped into Kells arms and I kissed him
Kells-BLADE
Y/n-SHUT UPPPPPP
I said playfully
Kells-Comon
Y/n-We are really gonna be ending up naming this kid blade because I'm starting to like it
Kells-Blade Baker
Y/n-It has a ring
I smile
Kells-you know it also goes,Y/n Baker
My smile got bigger
and I kissed him just a little bit more passionately

Everyone dance for a little bit and eight until it was about 10 PM and everybody started to leave and all the boys were helping clean up
I was picking up trash with Kells
Kells-so have you thought about us going to look at the house in LA before are big vacation
Y/n-I don't know  Kells I'm worried I don't want our baby to be around fame
Kells-just give it a chance please
Y/n-fine
Kells-So in two days we'll get them a plane to go to LA and then we'll leave from LAX to get to Grease
I got really tired fast and I ended up going to bed really early
I got a text later that night it was
Jaden....
Jaden-Can we talk I am outside
Y/n-Jaden it's 3am wtf
Jaden-Please
I put my slippers on and through one of the Kells
is old sweatshirt
And walked out the front door
I saw Jaden standing there
Jaden-Hey
Y/n-what the actual fuck Jaden it is 3 AM and you're outside my fu-
He cut me off but not the way that I hope he would
Jaden Hossler has kissed me again and I let it happen
Tears floating down my eyes at this point
Y/n-JADEN GO HOME NOW I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU JUST DID THAT
Jaden-I love you....
Y/n-I LOVE YOU BUT NOT LIKE THAT
Jaden-I DON'T KNOW YOU YOU SAID YOU FELT SOMETHING FOR ME ON TOP OF TGE GARDEN
I was fucking done there was tears running down my face I was yelling bloody Mary at this poor kid
Y/n-WELL I DIDN'T I LOVE KELLS HE IS THE FATHER OF MY CHILD
Jaden-NO SHIT HE IS THE FATHER OF YOUR CHILD HE IS A MISTAKE JUST LIKE IT
Y/n-SHUT THE FUCK UP
I turn around to see Rook standing at the door
I rushed inside to the bathroom
I collapsed on the bathroom floor up against the bathtub
I heard screaming between Rook and Jaden.
I was surprised nobody else woke up

It was about 20 minutes later and I heard a knock on the door and then I didn't even answer and it opened it was Rook
Rook- hey
He sat down next to me with a rolled up joint
Y/n-I can't smoke the baby
Rook-A couple puffs is not gonna hurt you
So I did it to sue with a pain
Rook sat there next to me for hours until I felt OK to come out
Rook-I am not saying what you did was right but it was a mistake we all make mistakes but you really should tell Kells
I wiped my tear
Y/n-Do you think he's gonna forgive me because I can't lose him I love him
Rook-trust me he's my best friend he might be mad at you for a little bit but don't you worry he'll always come back to you because he loves you
I took couple more hits and then went back to bed
My life was a fucking mess.

Authors note-
Hello everybody I hope you're enjoying the story I just want everybody to know this is nothing against Jaden it's just a story I love Jaden and his music so don't take it in anyway but somebody always has to be the bad guy in the stories:) comments are always open for ideas<3

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