there is a silver lining on every cloud

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Expect the cloud is all black.......

Today is a Saturday and naturally being older brings more responsibility, and that for me is the pressure to get good marks by attending extra classes instead of attending parties......just kidding I'm so boring that with the next person that walks out of my life I'm gonna go with them.

I wanna be like all the cool kids and ya know be  academically ace, or be the party girl type.

Like those two are the only categories, either this or that. No in between and guess what I'm still hanging in the middle..

Soo its been two years in high school now..I'm pretty much considered a looser cuz I don't have a boyfriend. I mean is that the most important thing to have?

But I do have a crush and fück my luck I fell in the mud!!! In front of him!!!

Like seriously I am the only one who came into this world with so much bad luck...

Ik I'm talking like a pick me but it feels good to cut a sorry figure for yourself when you're feeling like shìt.

Anyway back to me falling so very un-gracefully in front of my crush, he didn't laugh like others did that gave me a little hope....

He helped me get up..Atleast I have some good luck and by the way I looked like a wet chihuahua when I fell because it was raining...

CAN WE SKIP TO THE GOOD PART....waa waaa waaa waa
  
Thennnn I came home and my lovely mum had made the most awesome lunch ever. (Period)

We chatted a lot I told about the me falling thing...she said you've got that from me....y'all won't believe but one time my mum fell on the footpath just because a truck honked on a signal..like mother like daughter...what can you say.

Anyway I went for a walk in the park nearby..I removed my shoes and walked barefoot in the grass; these are some times when life doesn't feel real at all...

The way the grass softly pricks your skin and wetness of the mud hitting the souls your feet its ethereal...

But I skipped dinner idk why I don't eat as much cuz I want to loose weight no matter what...I wanna look like Kendall Jenner.. I've been blessed with hight at 5 feet 11 inches but boys don't appreciate it, I just have to loose weight and do some surgery

I work in a cafe, bookstore and a bar on weekends I think I will save enough by the time I'm 18 and btw I'm 15 right now .

Finally it'd night-time, oh I love lying in my bed...and sleep butttt!!! I slept at 3.00 because I was scrolling through instagram reels those things are damn addicting.....

Anyway that was my day...Good night you guys.....

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