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Chapter 12

" Hey Eden" I said with a shaky voice. I didn't know what to say.
" JUST ANSWER ME!" He screamed.
I began to tear up. I hate it when he yells at me. He's my brother, he shouldn't do that.
" Yes Eden, I'm going to Barcelona. With Selena. Just have some time off, okay? "
He shakes his head.
" You're lying. You're freaking lying to me!" He yells.
" Eden, calm down!" Oscar said.
"Lisa is just going to Barcelona to enjoy. And yeah she chose Barcelona because it is a beautiful city."
" oh come on man! Are u in this too? It's very kind of you to protect my sister but not like that! I thought we were friends but you're just lying too! Did u actually think I was so stupid?"
He turns his head in my direction.
" YOU GO TO BARCELONA FOR FUCKING NEYMAR JR! I HEARD EVERYTHING LISA, EVERY WORD YOU SAID! I can't believe you're actually doing this."
He walked away without saying a word.
I stood there speechless until I realised I might actually lose my brother.
" EDEN WAIT!" I screamed.
I tried running after him but Oscar stopped me.
" Lisa, I think it's better to just let him cool off now."
I began to tear up. Oscar hugged me. I cried my eyes out.
" shhhh, it's going to be okay" Oscar tried to comfort me.
" What do I have to do now?" I cried.
" I ruined everything, I lost my brother, I-I just ruined h-his life! "
" You didn't! Don't say that. I will go and talk to Eden if u want."
" That's not making any sense!"
" Heeey come on Lis, let Oscar try. You never know. Maybe he will realise that he was wrong and that he just wants to see you happy." Selena said.
" I just can't go to Barcelona, I will make it worse. I think it's just better to forget about Neymar and move on with my life. Focus on my studies and just stay in Chelsea for the rest of my life!" I cried out.
" Don't say that Lisa! You are going to Barcelona with me! End of discussion! You want this so bad and like I said you deserve a boyfriend, Eden doesn't have to decide who you are dating, you have!"
" I can't!" I ran away.
" LISA!" They both yelled but I didn't listen. I just ran as fast as I could. I ran to a place where I could think and for me the park was the perfect place. It's a big park with a lot of green. It's really beautiful but my favourite place of the park was where the lake was situated. There was a huge lake at the park and that's where I always came when I was little. I used to play here a lot with my 2 brothers. I had so much fun playing with them.They were always so protective over me because I was the little one, they're little sister but Eden was the most protective one over me. He was so happy when I was born. He couldn't stop talking about me. He held me in his arms more than my mum did. This park was our kingdom when we were little. We loved the park more than our own garden just because it was so much more bigger and everytime we wondered why our garden wasn't that big like this magical park. I have so many good memories here. And now I still come here if I have to think about things or just when I feel like it. It was a nice place, I still think it's magical, I still think we have the best park of the whole world. But unfortunately, I also have to come here to cry my eyes out like now. And I swear, this is one of the worst things I've ever experienced. I just didn't know what to do. I don't want to lose my brother at all. He's way too important to me. But now that I might have finally met the boy of my life, It's hard to decide because I care about Neymar so much.
Why did u have to fall in love with him, Lisa! Especially him! Maybe I should call him? Tell him that I can't come?
But then I feel like I'm lying again! I'm sick of lying the whole time!!
Maybe Neymar would understand?
I don't want to lose him at all, I don't want to lose both but I feel like I have no choice.
I think it's better that I don't see Neymar anymore. I saw him once so maybe it will be less hard to forget about him?
It's not that I've started a relationship with him but I think we were planning to have one. I was actually going to Barcelona for our second date but now that Eden has heard everything I feel like that's not even possible anymore.
I took out my phone.
" It's for your best, Lisa" I told myself.
I dialed Neymar's number. It went over. I took a deep breath.
" Com Neymar " I heard on the other side of the line.
" Hey Neymar. With Lisa."
" Heeeey Lisa, how are u? Did u already book your tickets?"
I started crying silently when I heard that. Do I really have to disappoint him now?
" Lisa? You still there?"
" Yeah, I am." I said, my voice cracking.
" hey, what's wrong?" He said so sweet and calm.
" I'm afraid I have some bad news"
" what is it?"
"I can't come to Barcelona Neymar. I just can't" i cried again.
"But why not? If u have to be at school, I understand. Then we plan it on another week, okay?"
" you don't understand. I will never be able to go to Barcelona and I will never be able to see you anymore too. I'm sorry." I said.
" hey wowowow! What are u saying now? What's going on Lisa?"
I didn't say anything.
"Lisa?"
I hang up. I couldn't do this anymore. I need to forget about him. For good. It will be hard but I need to do this.
I layed down and started crying for a few more hours.

After I calmed down a bit, I decided to go home. It was already dark outside. I've been in the park for so long but it helped a bit. Just a bit.
I walked home. I opened the front door and all eyes were on me.
" Lisa, where have u been? I've been calling you several times! It's 8PM!" My mum said worried.
" I was just at the park." I said with no emotion. I realised I turned my phone off because Neymar might call me back and I didn't want another conversation with him. It would be too hard.
" well, you could have let me know! Have you eaten already?"
" I'm not hungry" I said and went upstairs. I went to my room and locked it. Would my parents even know it already? I bet not. They would have certainly said something about it.
I got into my bed and tried to sleep. I know it was still early but I was so tired because of what happened all day that I just needed some sleep.
Of course not without thinking. I cried myself to sleep. I just couldn't let Neymar go. I just couldn't.
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