Nothingness

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Being born into a world of pure evil and darkness is nothing to be thankful about.

Nothing  has came into my life that made me happy, and I don't expect anything to come.

Even if I'm not contented, even if I know I deserve more... Not once did I ask for anything.

I'm already used to my way of living and I don't expect it to change anytime sooner. I know I couldn't do anything to change the horrible fact I'm living in to today.

But I've always wanted a new life, one happy memory. To have days with carefree spirit and days where you want to panic just because of simple things.

But imagining a life like that would come for me... Is like running away.

I need to face my challenges first.. before I could even think about happiness. Once I smile without paying my depth to him first, everything important to me will disappear into-

-Nothingness

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