Feeling Differences - Markiplier x Reader

•Chapter Two• "Mark and his ways."

May 5th, 2015. 3:00 AM.

"(Y/N)! Wake up. (Y/N)." You heard a distant voice, and your body getting shook. "Wh...what...?" You groan. "C'mon we gotta go to the Game Grumps. Remember?" Mark said. "Mark... It's *you check your iPhone* 3:00 in the morning." You open your eyes more, and see that he's wearing a beanie. "What the hell... Why are you wearing a beanie...?" You ask confusingly. "Dunno. I just... Wanted a new look I guess. Anyways, get up alright?" Mark says calmly. "Ugh. Fine." You get up drowsily, and almost trip from just taking one step off from the couch you were sleeping on. Mark walks away as you get up and goes to the spiral stairs to get his stuff. "Ehhh. Man. This is the ba-gill-ee-inth time he woke me up this early." You whisper to yourself. "Uhh..." You try to see without your glasses on [if you don't have glasses in real life... Then whatever you'll probably get some in the future go along with it] . As you walk out of the living room area, you stub your toe on the coffee table next to the couch. "Ahhhhh! Ow! Fuck you table leg... Shhhiiiit." You groan at your own stupidity.

2 hours later... You arrive at the Game Grump's house to hang out and do some gaming.

"Hey, Danny, Arin. Nice to see us guys again." You say. "Heh, you too, (Y/N)." Dan said. Mark asked them, "So, what are we exactly gonna do?" "We'll probably play some games of course, and maybe some comedy. Dunno." Arin said with unsurement. "Hm. Well, I'm gonna go set up my equipment, I need to make another video." You announce. "Okay, we'll be in the other room playing a bit of Xbox." Mark said. "Alrighty." You whisper to yourself. Since you've reached 2 million subscribers, you had to make a Milestone video. You set your webcam on a table, with your laptop next to it. You opened your editing program, ready to edit the video as soon as you were done with it. You turn on the camera, and taking a deep breath in, and saying, "Hey everyone, (Y/N) here. This is a slightly different video your used to, but, I just wanted to say, that we hit 2 million subscribers yesterday, and I would like to say, thank you. I have to also thank you guys for supporting me through really rough times, especially when I lost my sister. I... I want all of you to know that you are the best committed community I've ever known. Thanks to you, we've raised enough money for at least 10 charities put together. The American Cancer Society, St. Jude's Research Hospital, Bipolar and Depression Progression... Etc. I also have to thank my friends on YouTube like Mortemer, PewDiePie, the Game Grumps, and especially Markiplier. Thank you so much Mark for helping me through rough times when I was trying to progress and... Ya know." You start to feel water flood in your (E/C) eyes, making you feel hot. "I... I'm just so grateful to have this privilege to entertain you guys, and you actually like my awkward stupidity! It's... It's just so amazing to me how far we've come." You start to feel tears slip down your red hot cheeks, making you try to swipe them away. But you know you can't. You laugh happily but calmly, "God damn, I can't sustain how happy about how far we've gotten so far. Gotta think about awesome things... Guns... Explosions... Ahh.. Ha..ha ha..." You look up, and then say mumblingly, "Okay, well... (Your special outro) and thank you for everything. Love ya guys! Bye!" You wave bye at the camera; gets up from the couch and goes over to the next room to get a tissue.

Mark is in the kitchen, getting some water. He turns around towards you, seeing your tear streaks and your reddish cheeks glow. "(Y/N), you okay?" He asked worryingly. "Ugh... I just made the two million milestone vid... I broke down." You say, and you feel like just crying for hours. Mark puts his hand on your back, pats it, and then turns in for a hug. You hug him back making you feel hot, but comforted. He lets go, then asks, "Wanna glass?" "Sure." You wipe away your happy tears, then walk over to the nearest table, and then sat down. You put your head in your arms, seeing nothing but black. You hear footsteps come closer to you, then a glass-like material set on the table. You look up, seeing Mark sit across from you. You decide to start a conversation about your 2 million subscribers milestone. "I mean... Seriously... How do people like me? I'm awkward and have stupidity sunken inside of me." You say. "No, I think your the opposite of that." Mark replies, putting his hands around his glass. "Otherwise, I don't think you would have that many subscribers you have today." "True.." You agree, and you blurt out quietly, "Du auch." you say it in German. "What does that mean?" He asks. "You too- in German. My sister told me that 'cause she used to be a pro at World Languages... Me? Not so much." You force out a slight laugh, then look at Mark again. "Eh... I'm pretty sure I'm a doof." He mumbled. "100% sure?" "Yes, 100% sure." "Well, you do almost have 8 million subs. How can that happen when you call yourself that?" You explain. "Okay, you got me. I'm perfect in every way and don't have a single flaw on-" You interrupt him, "Okay... Maybe that's not the right way to say it."
You continue to talk to Mark, making you feel like your not wasting your time.

May 6th, 2015. 3:30 AM.

"PLEASE."
"HELP."
"ME."
"HELP."
"HELP."
"PLEASE."
The voices surround your minds, feeling like your brain was going to explode into a million chunks of fear.

Suddenly,
You awoke.

"NO!" You yell out, making yourself force to spring up, feeling your heart beat like no other. "No...no...no..." You whisper to yourself, feeling sweat and tears drip from your red, hot face. You hear a distant call. "(Y/N)? You okay?!" Mark yelled, making you feel alarmed somewhat. He came into the room you slept in for the night, making him see you in your baggy PJ's. He opened the door, looking at you with a confused but worried face. "I... I... Oh my god... I'm okay... I just had a nightmare. Woke me up." You say, then your mind demands you to say, "My sister." Mark walks over, and sits on the bed next to you. "Your sister, again?" He says. You grip onto the bed covers, nodding. Mark puts his hand on your back, patting it gently. It made you feel warm, but not an upsetting warm. More like... A soothing, comfortable warm. Mark perks his head up, sighing, "Me and the Grumps are making vids. I know you've been working hard this week, but do you wanna make some with us for a lil' bit?" "I guess, why not..." You get up from the covers, making Mark get off and walk out. You put on some new clothes, and apply a new layer of makeup, but not too much. You walk out of the door, and then closing it behind you... Oh, so gently but yet so angrily.