The Magic of Love

*Shower thoughts*

As I showered that morning, my mind really decided to think things to the max. Patrick made me feel special. He made my heart race. I thought about him all the time. And it all felt okay. My marriage wasn't even a real marriage,and his wife was mean and didn't love him any more. In someone else's eyes this would be so wrong. And I could understand why. But I liked him. And I wasn't going to feel bad about it. 

  I was going to see where it went. I washed my hair and body and got out. I threw on last nights clothes. I met him in the entry way to the suite. Purse in hand. He grabbed my hand and we walked out.

Once we pulled up to my house to begin filming for that day, He continued to hold my hand up until we reached the door. I went in and changed. We drove to the studio, the whole way there he had hi hand on my thigh. It was somehow soothing to me. He occasionally looked over at me and smiled. Nothing could be happier than this moment. I knew right then that I wanted to be with Patrick for a very long time. We got to the studio and I went to head to my trailer. I assumed he wasn't ready for anyone on the cast to know but I was wrong. 

"Hey Ellen where do you think your going with out giving me a kiss"....Patrick yelled.  I stopped dead in my tracks.. Did that really just happen? No way. I turn around to face Patrick, he is grinning from ear to ear. I'm glad he's pleased with himself. I know I am blushing so bad right now. I give him a small peck on his cheek. He smiles and I walk away. I walk/run to my trailer. I sit down and the hair and makeup crew comes in. I get ready to shoot. 

I go the whole day with out seeing Patrick. I had no idea what would happen after we left the hotel. I didn't think about what our relationship would be after we left our little bubble. I should have thought about it. Its not me to not think about things ahead of time. Is this what he does to me? 

As I finish wrapping for shooting today , I quickly remember that Patrick drove me here and I get really nervous. I'm not sure why.......

I find Patrick. 

"Hey sunshine.." He says. "Hey are you ready.." I can't help but smile he is so kind to me.  

"Yeah... Let's go.." 

The ride back to the hotel is filled with talk from our day and our individual shooting. I love watching him talk. He is so passionate and he's very attractive. I get lost looking at him and he says my name and I snap back to reality. I wonder how many times he has said my name. And at that thought yet again I am blushing. 

"Ellen.. Care to share?" 

"Sorry Patrick... I was distracted by how attractive you are." As I finish my sentence we pull into the hotel lot.