Maddison Grier

Part 28

My pov;
We are home from Britain now, I haven't seen the guys in probably a month. Its just been me and Hayes living with my dad. "Maddison!" Yells Hayes "What???" I yell back "Wanna go to stay at Nash and Cams?" Asks hayes "I guess" i say "You okay?" Asks Hayes "Im fine" i say grabbing my phone "Don't lie to me I'm your favourite twin" says Hayes "Haha very funny" I say he smirks "Nah but honestly..." he says I look away "I just don't want to be always known as Nash's little sister" I say he nods "Just ignore the fans... Are you gonna go to Canada with us?" Asks Hayes I shake my head "I think I'm gonna stay with dad" I say he nods "Well do you want to stay the night over there?" Asks Hayes again "Fine" I say he nods and I start to pack.

Cams pov;
Hayes and Maddie are coming to stay at our apartment. We are quite excited I mean we haven't seen Maddie and Hayes in probably a month but we are all going on tour to Canada soon so we will be back together again. The door opens and in rushes Hayes "Sup" I say hugging hayes then Maddie comes in she's smiling but something seems wrong with her. "Hey mads what's up?" Asks Nash after a while she stares at us "Nothing, just a bit tired" she replies I look at her she has a face on like she's about to blow up. "Maddie something is obviously wrong!" Says Nash starting to get annoyed "Can you just stop!" Screams Maddie "We just want to know what's up with you?? I thought you would be excited to see us?!" Says Nash I look at Maddie and she starts to scream "I'm not like your stupid fans! I don't want to know everything your doing every minute of the day, You leave just like mum and don't call or text and then expect me to be happy to see you!!!" Screams Maddie "Mad-Dog calm down" I say "No you shut up too!" She screams, Ouch that hurt! "Maddison what he fuck are you talking about!!" Screams Nash getting closer to Maddison "Stop screaming at her!" Yells Hayes trying to stop them fighting they continue fighting with me and Hayes trying to stop it when Maddison runs into her room.

My pov;
I slam my door. Nash is such and idiot and so is all his friends! They all want to be in my life but maybe actually I want to have a normal life and have lots of friends that don't just want to know me for being Nash's little sister I'm sick of it. I just want to die! I go into the bathroom crying and see a razor... I feel very tempted I don't want to live anymore! No one loves me and cares about me so why do I even bother, all the guys I hook up with turn out to be idiots I just want to find love but no one will ever want me cuz my Brothers will scare them away. I stop and stare at the razor I pick it up and do one slice across my wrist. I see the blood, I never thought is do this I thought people who did had serious mental problems but it actually worked! I saw the blood and felt better then I hear a nock at the bathroom door and ignore it and keep doing it on my shoulder. "Maddison! Come out... Otherwise we will come in!" I hear Cameron scream I do one last deep cut when the door bursts open I look at Hayes and his eyes are set on the razor, then boom I fall on the ground and everything goes black....