kinnporsche oneshots

kimchay, the reunion (part 1)

So if u r reading this i'm sure you are aware that the writers robbed us of a happy ending for kim and porchay... So here i am writing an oneshot. It's more of a AU though.

porchay just came back from studying abroad in the usa. It's been 5 years since porsche became the head of the minor family . Chay is returning to thailand after 4 years.

Only god knows how tough it was to convince porsche to let porchay study abroad. He is was really concerned for his safety but somehow porchay managed to convince him . Porchay wanted to forget some "things" (Looking at u kim) and going to study abroad to pursue his dreams sounded nice .

So here we are after 4 years. Porchay is waiting at the airport. He is 22 now. He has changed his hairstyle, his dressing and is more confident and comfortable with himself now . He is more mature now.
His hair is longer and slicked back but in a carefree manner, he was wearing black ripped jeans with a white platform sneakers and a white tee with a black denim jacket . He had his ears pierced in his 2nd year of college .

Porchay's pov

I have been waiting at the airport for just 5 mins when i suddenly heard my older brother's voice. I run towards him and give him a big hug. I missed soooo much in the past 4 years.
"I missed you soo much chay!! "
"I did too hia"
When we break from our hug he gives me a smack in my head.
"Oww ....... What was that for?? " I say pouting.
"You never call me after moving ..i told you to call me atleast 2 times a day to let me know you are ok. But you only called me like 10 times this past year. You know how worried i was and you didn't even bother to come visit me"

"Aww... Sorry hia. I know you were worried. I was just a little busy you know, projects and stuff"

"Fine, fine. Let's get something to eat. You have became too skinny, are they even feeding you in the dorms???? "

And porsche's concern filled nagging carries on.

Kim's pov

I was just getting out of my car and entering the major family house when i heard another car arriving . I thought it was just some people here to talk about the business and went inside .

I saw kinn and tankhun sitting in the couch .Huh.. Weird both of them sitting in the same place without bantering... Is something important gonna happen i thought as i walked hear them. Well I better find out before my head bursts without the tea.
I go there and sit in the couch near them.
"You are still alive?? " Tankhun asks as usual.

"Unfortunately" I reply.
"What made you come here" Asked kinn
"What, a person can't just come into their house anymore, Anyway why are you both here?? Aren't you working kin?? "

"Oh, you don't know?? I am surprised.you are a little too nosy for not knowing this.
whatever ,porsche's brother chay, the little cutie you helped save from the warehouse is arriving today after 4 years" Said tankhun.

My heart started beating soo damn fast, i thought my it would rip out of my body. Chay 's coming to thailand TODAY????.... How wasn't i aware of this?????

"What, when, where??? " I panicked

Kinn looked at me Suspiciously

"Calm down, why are you panicking?? Of course he is coming here, he is porsche's brother-" Started takhun
I heard the doors of the room opening.... And porsche's voice and.. There he was.
Walking near porsche with a smile on his face and oh my god.. He is soo much more handsome and cute. Like how is that even possible.
I feel my palms sweating and heart beating so fast.
A thousand things are going on my mind. What am i going to say to him., what if he hates me more ,what if i hurt him even more, i really didn't want to hurt him but it was for his safety and i really didn't think i would like him but how can someone resist those cute kitten eyes and the charming innocent smile.

I missed him like crazy these past 5 years. I wanted to just hug him and tell him i am sorry and that i love him but i was too much of a coward.

Him and porsche came inside and tankhun got up and hugged chay... When did they get that close...???

Kinn smiled and greeted chay. Chay didn't seem to notice me at first but after greeting everyone there it was...
Those beautiful eyes saw me. His smile disappered. I felt a pang in my heart as i saw him. I know it's my fault and i hate myself for what i did to him and seriously want to apologize to him and want to start things fresh. I want to make the pain go away from his eyes.

I just stand there ,too scared and nervous to do anything. It's always like this when I'm with him. I don't know what to do. I start getting nervous and my heart beats fast. My usual calm demeanor goes away.

Then he drifted his eyes from me and started talking to the others. I just stand there not knowing what to do.
Kinn seems to notice this and asks if i am okay, i just reply yes and say i have something to do and got out of there

Porsche's pov
i entered into the main family house.. God it's been 5 years andv i am still not used to this.
We enter into the sitting room and i saw p'Tankhun and p'kinn sitting there talking to someone. P'Tankhun saw us and hugged me, i hugged him back.

We developed a connection by talking about the series and he even got me to finish a whole 10 season melodrama with him while i was staying here.
Even when i was in the US, we used to chat.
And p'kinn also greeted me.

Then i see him.. The person i was missing at the same time dreading. P'kim.i didn't know what to do. He also saw me and we just stared at each other. But i didn't want to re-open my past. I moved on, i don't wanna think about it. I will just ignore him for now, even though my heart is going crazy.

Remember ,porchay you aren't a kid anymore, you can't be naive and trust everyone. It's been 5 years it's time to move on and act mature i tell myself and turn away from him.
I heard him leave .