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vegaspete/The nightmare/

Pete's pov

It was dark. I was frantically looking around for some sign of life. There was a sudden sound behind mr. I turned around to see my dad infront of me.

"Dad?.. "

"You lost again. "

"What? "

"YOU LOST AGAIN"

"Uh-h s-s-sorry dad"

I felt small again.

"STOP APOLOGIZING"

I was my 8 year old self.
I was trembling now. i felt weak again.

Worse, I felt vulnerable.

Like I was losing power over everything.

My dad walked up to me and kicked me in the stomach. I fell down to my knees.

He grabbed me by my neck and slapped me in my face.

"YOU'RE NOTHING YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. YOU ARE USELESS. YOU ARE A WASTE OF SPACE. DON'T CALL ME YOUR FATHER. I AM EMBARRASSED TO HAVE YOU AS A SON. "

I didn't fight back because I knew my dad was right

My father spat on my face

'good thing your mother died. She would have been so f*"king disgusted to see her son be a worthless f**king bit**."

Nothing hurted more than these words.

He released his grip from my neck and i fell limp on the ground.

I wanted to get up. But i wasn't able to. Everything felt every complicated.

The black void space surrounding mr felt so empty, I felt so hollow and alone.
At the same time it was suffocating me.

I curled up into a ball. Lying down, bringing my knees upto my chest .

The tears threatening to flow.

"Pete.i have to go'
I recognized the voice to be my grandma's and turned around to see her walking away.

"Grandma dont go!! Grand please don't go.-" I screamed as he ran to her

I grabed her hand . I was full on sobbing now .

"Grand ma. Please dont go. You're the only one I have now. Please. Please. don't.. " I looked up to see his grandma.
Instead of looking at me, she was looking behind me . Her mouth twisted in shock.

It was my father.

He stabbed my grandma three times in the stomach.

Blood splashed across my face

"GRANDMA-"

"d-d-dont leave me alone. *sob*don't.please i can't be alone anymore. Please grandma..... ' *sob*"please "

I woke up in cold sweat. The room was dimly lit, the light coming from the
City outside.
I checked the time , it was only 2 am in the morning.

I started having nightmares again for a while now .
They disappeared after I came to work for the main family but due to recent events,my stress increased
Vegas was out of the country for a business trip . I thought about telling him but decided against it because I don't want to bother him with it. It was just nightmares afterall, I would just burden him with my issues.

Vegas was supposed to come back yesterday but due to some issues with the weather he couldn't. So, I have no idea when he will come back.

I really didn't want to sleep again fearing that the nightmares will haunt me again but I fell asleep again at some point .

Vegas's pov

I was so eager to finish these business and go to pete yesterday but of course the weather ruined it.

So I am going to go today but pete doesn't know it yet so I decided to surprise him.

I landed on thailand and made my way to our mansion . It was 3am , he is probably asleep.

I entered the house and walked up to our room. I heard someone sobbing and screaming.

It was pete's voice.

I ran to our room and opened the door. I saw pete whimpering and saying things to himself. I realized he was having a nightmare.

I quickly rushed to his side and hugged him

"It's okay pete" I said gently

"Gr-grandma, don't go"

"She isn't going anywhere pete, she is safe "

"I am sorry dad, i know I am worthless and a burden..."

Hearing these words and seeing him in this state broke me. Is this what he thinks of himself?

"Don't leave me grandma, i -i don't want to be alone anymore -"

"Pete wake up. It's just a bad dream" I said as i gently shook him awake.

Pete finally woke up and hugged me tightly and cried on my shoulder.

"It's okay pete, I am here, you not alone. I'm here"

I said as i rubbed his back comfortingly.

"You are not worthless pete. You are one of most capable and amazing person I know and i want you to know that i will never leave you alone"

"I'm sorry for burdening you vegas" He said.

"Burdening me?? You are not burdening me, I am happy to be with you pete."

He seemed to calm down a little

I pulled away and asked him gently
"Shall we sleep?? "

He hesitated but nodded his head.

"Come here" I said and hugged him close to me as he put his head on my chest

I rubbed his back gently until he went to sleep.

I kissed him on his forehead and went to sleep.