I hate you. I need you. I love you... ( Danisnotonfire Fanfic )

Chapter Four

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Ohmahgawd Chapter 4 .o. I'm hoping you people that have read it so far have liked it :3

ON WITH THE CHAPTER :D

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It's so cold out here...What was I thinking? Coming out here in the cold in only shorts and a t-shirt. Why was I crying over Dan, he's just a lying, backstabbing twat.

"E-Ellie?" A soft, familiar voice flowed towards me in the wind.

Great. What the hell did he want now?

"I don't want to talk to you..." I snapped quietly, my teeth chattering. I managed to stand up, my back still to him.

"I just wanted to see if you were okay...I wanted to let you know I didnt mean to lie to you...I never intentionally lied to you...I just never got the right chance to tell you about Katie..." Dan said, his voice had cracked as he was talking.

Was he...crying?

"I wanted to let you know that I'm sorry...for everything..." He said and I heard him walk a bit closer to me, wrapping something warm around my shoulders.

"You're such an ass..." I said with a slight chuckle and i turned to face him. I was right. He had been crying. I felt so bad all of the sudden.

"You look freezing...How about we head back to the flat and I make you some hot chocolate?" Dan said with a small smile.

I nodded slightly and grasped his hand. 'Just because he's warm...' My subconcious kept telling me as Dan led me back to the flat.

~~Back at the flat. About an hour later.~~

It had been almost an hour since we came back, and two cups of hot chocolate later, I was still shivering. Katie must've left before we came back and honestly I was glad.

I couldn't stand the girl. She was too peppy and reminded me too much of my younger sister, Kat. I let out a sigh as I remembered the look on Dan's face when he found out Katie was here. He looked...surprised...like he forgot he actually had a girlfriend.

Or maybe...

He thought that I was in fact his girlfriend and then Reality in the form of Katie hit him.

I kinda felt sorry for the poor guy.

"El? Hellooo. Anyone there?" I was ripped from my thoughts by Dan's distant voice. "Yeh Dan?" I blinked, swiveling around in my chair in front of the breakfast bar to face him.

"I'm going to start a livestream in a few mintues....Would you maybe, I don't know, like to join me?"

"Sure. Why not. Just let me go change..." I said with a nod and hopped down, walking to the guest room.

I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and couldn't find a good shirt to wear so I snuck to Dan's room, stealing one of his shirts. I took a good look at it and saw it was a plain black shirt with a white ring in the middle.

"Hmm. Pretty cool.." I muttered and slipped it on, walking out into the living room.

"You look pretty good in my t-shirt..." Dan winked and let out a laugh.

"Oh so you're stealing his clothes now huh Ellie" I heard Phil chuckle from the kitchen.

"I didn't have a good shirt to wear for the livestream so I just stole one from Dan" I shrugged a bit and looked down at my phone, checking the time.

"Its time isnt it?" I asked Dan and saw him nod.

"Lets go!" He jumped up, hurrying to his room. I followed after him and saw him already in front of his laptop.

"Hurry!" He said, pressing the broadcast button just as I sat next to him.

I saw all of the questions pouring into the chat box. I didn't even pay attention to Dan talking as I read the chat.

"Ooh. I like this question. Its for you El.." This one sentence brought me back from my staring.

"What is it?" I asked, a bit scared at what his fans would ask.

When I heard what it was, my heart dropped and I wanted to curl up and die.

"Ellie. Describe your feelings for Dan."