"Nick and I use to mess around all the time" Holly says "what?!" I question and she shushes me "no Holly what do you mean" I look at her "you know what I mean" she nudges me "Explain it to me please" I tell her "remember we like stopped talking for all those months" she says
She's talking about when we had that falling out for a couple months almost a year ago. "Okay what about it?" I ask "I met Nick , and we messed around for monthsssssss" she tells me "then we stopped about a month before we became friends again" she hugs me but I push her off lightly.
"Messed around?"
She looks at me "don't be dumb girl" she says "you know ... messed around" she winks at me "no I don't know" of course I know "we fucked Yanaaaaaaaa for those monthssss" she says and turn away from her. So that - that must be the reason.
The reason why Holly gets so strange when I bring Nick up. That must be the reason he gets weird when I bring her up. The reason the boys also get weird. When I brought her over it wasn't the same like the other times I want over there by myself.
This whole time , neither of them told me.
I think I should have know that the guy I've been talking to and the guy that I really like use to fuck my best friend. I asked him ..... I asked him if he knew her and he told me no. I asked her if she knew him and she said no. Not only did they keep this from me but the lied to me about it multiple times.
I look over at Holly "Holly let's go we're out" as I much as I would love to leave her here I can't do that. I grab her hand and take her to the house and to the door. We walk out before going to my car. I put her in and then walk to my side
"Yana" I hear and there's Nick. "Leaving? Leaving without saying goodbye" he smiles "oh like you deserve one" I say "what are you talking about?" He ask "did you think I'd never find out" I ask "find out what?" He looks at me "don't act dumb now Nick" I shake my head
"What are you talking about" he repeats "oh you know just how you use to fuck my best friend and I was never told" I throw my hands up "Yana listen" I cut him off "no you listen , you lied to me , I asked you if you knew Holly and you said NO" I say
"or when you found out Holly was my best friend you should have told me but instead you decided to lie about it and keep it from me" I add "I didn't wanna jeopardize what we are" he says "so you lie to me?!!!!" I ask "and what are we? Thinking buddies or something" I ask "right that's all!"
He shakes his head "no we are more than just thinking friends or whatever you just said" he says "or whatever I just said, so what I say means nothing?" I question "no that's not what I meant , Yana come on!" He says "you don't get to be mad right now Nick" I point at him
"yes the truth hurts but it hurts a lot less then when you keep the truth from me" I say "if you want Holly you can have her , I'm done with both of you" I say "I don't want Holly , I want you" he steps closer to me and I step back "well you wanted her before" I say "it was nothing , just sex literally"
I look at him for a couple of seconds "and how am I supposed to believe that?" I ask and he doesn't know what to say "My point Nick . I'm so over this" I open my door "we can talk about this" he says "I've heard enough and I really don't wanna talk to you anymore"
I get into my car "it's not like I did while we were talking" he says "that's not the point, the point is you kept it from me and lied" I say "saying you didn't wanna jeopardize whatever we are well not only did you jeopardize it but you lost it , go and enjoy that fuckin party , do not text or call me"
