My Dark Desire

Nine

Sarah was now left alone in the household; she decides to explore the house. Maybe, she should go into his library? Would he even let her read? Sarah's mother taught her to read, due to the fact she didn't want to raise such a ditzy daughter. Sarah then gets into William library, she wanted to see who this man really was. He barely gives any info about himself, never talk about family. Or if he wanted a family, but Sarah knew she wanted a kid of her own.

Sarah would sacrifice the whole world just to have her own family, but could William give up those things he loves as well? Sarah finally reaches the library, and soon moved her fingers along the the spine of the books. What did she want to read? Those books seem boring. She pulled out a book, it was a romance book. She gave a chuckle; she never knew a man could take interest into a love reading book. She goes over and sits down at William desk. There, sat a light brown leather book, with an old man face on it. Sarah moved her hand up the cover, this must be the real deal. She soon places the romantic story down, and open William diary. She didn't know where to start, maybe if she skips to something random, she will get loads of information to the man she was so in love with. She then skips to the middle it had read.

' I've heard them. loud and clear. they would tell me things. Only I can hear them. No one else. nobody knows how much I suffer. Sometimes they come and go. They started ever since I had to witness my first love died due some idiotic religion. now, all I can hear is them asking me over and over again to kill. they don't have a specific person, just someone random, and if I don't, they get so loud. I calls upon my   dark desire. due to something I do not wish to do, but they make me. And once I've done it, they stop. I don't get sleep, that's why I roam around at night. It's as if my other side,  is taken over... and I don't remember what happens. it's such a blur to me, how could anyone love me?'

Sarah put down the book, he was suffering from something. had he killed? Could he possibly be jack the ripper. I mean, he must've had charm to have the women follow him, or was it the money? Sarah wasn't stupid. she wanted to read more. so, she did just that.

'I've killed. and it felt great. now I remember what and whom i am. and what I do. I'm not sick, I cannot be. this is the real me. And I've accepted.'

Sarah moved back as the chair fell down. " Oh hell...please. god no..." Sarah said as she covered her mouth. she was going to be sick, she felt like throwing up. Sarah then opens the door and ran into William, oh god. does he know?  " What's wrong dear? you don't look so good." William said. Sarah was shaking as if she was a wet dog left out on a cold night " I haven't been feeling myself lately." Sarah said. she had to hang in there, what if that meant nothing. She heard about William going out around three o' Clock in the morning, but she never really thought much of it.

William was reading her, could he see she was lying? was he also a mind reader, what she thought she knew about the man. Was just a lie. " I just wanted to read." Sarah said, that was the whole point why she was there. William looks over her head, as if he was searching for something. " Well. I can't stop you. but would you like to take a stroll with me?" William asks. Sarah then tucks her hair behind her ear" Actually, I was going to get some sleep. I'm just so tired." Sarah said, soon she brushes past the male and walk, once she turns, she looks at him, his face went from calm to anger. Sarah got to William room and slam the door; she was going to figure out what he was up to.

Sarah waited for William to fall asleep. It was odd, due to how quiet William was. Sarah pretended to sleep; she was going to get the hell out of this town. And run. What seem like hours. she felt him get up from the bed, she was going to see what time he left, after he leaves the door. Sarah was determined, once she heard his door close and soon, she hops up and follows from behind. Once she got in town, she lost track of him. She spun around, what way did he go? He could've gone anywhere. Sarah thinks, if I was a man where would I go? To meet women? She then gasps.

The pub, she soon starts speed walking down the street. She looks around, it was dark, and she couldn't really see anything. She then gets to the pub, and there she saw William and a woman, she was had an hourglass figure, and tight curls. Her pale skin, gleam in the dark. William was leaning in, as he was whispering something and lay the bag in her hand. She gives a nod, and soon link her arm with Williams. Sarah watching them both take off into the dark. Sarah took off and went back home. She then got back home, and shut the front door, there stood Elizabeth. " don't even start with me" Sarah said. Elizabeth gave a smirk " oh. Really? You always disobeying Blair words. Didn't he tell you not to go out at night?" Elizabeth asked and gave a smirk. " William, is no longer in charge of me. Tell him I'm done with his games. I'll be waiting for him upstairs." Sarah said.

William got home, and he saw Elizabeth up. " What are you doing up?" William asks. " Yeah, the mad cow upstairs. She upset with you." Elizabeth said and soon leaves him to be. William heads upstairs and enter his room. " You!" Sarah said and got up from the chair. " Is this what you've been doing? Some kind of sick joke!  William tells me all those things are lies! Tell me you're not the one who go out killing women! How could you!" Sarah scream. William face built with anger and soon grip her face and walks her to the wall and slams her up the wall. " Do not talk back to me! I earn respect! All of it!" William said. As he let's go of her face. " Who that woman! Why were you with her?" Sarah asks. William then chuckles as he hung up his hat " ah~ Sarah dear. Jealousy isn't a good look on women." William said.

Sarah then frowns her eyebrows and goes over to him grabbing him once more to turn him towards her. " Oh, shut it! Do not change the subject! As your partner! I need to know why! Why you are whoring around!" Sarah said, as she shoved his chest hard. Of course, he didn't budge, but she wanted him to. " That! Is none of your business! It's my work! My hobby! Stay out of my man business you women!" William spoke softly. Sarah gasp and soon slaps him across the face, she instantly regretted it. William then grabs her face, as he shoved her up the wall. " You won't tell a soul. and if you do, I'll hunt you down like a bloody hound dog. I'll kill everyone you love." Willaim spoke. Sarah was now shaking with fear. " Are you jack the ripper?" she asks, Bitting the inside of her cheek. William chuckles" No. I'm different from him." Willaim said. " Let's say, i lead a cult. a new religion. and you could join. He  makes promise. Such as mortality and richness." Willaim said. Sarah looks at William as if he was crazy. " all you gotta do is give your whole life up. just to be with me, in this moment, in the future. in the generation, well find each other. We'll be a soul family. Anytime we die, we come back as animals, humans. Rocks! God sake water!" William exclaime
as he gives a grin. " How many are there?" Sarah asks. " Just me for now. i hope to spread it to millions. you wonder how, or why I'm this rich. it wasn't hard work; it was being part of something. and you can be part of it too. you won't have to worry hard work and labor. you won't have to be disrespected from anyone. because if you do what he asks, he'll give you something in return. and that's how it works." William said.

Sarah nods " A family?" Sarah asks. William gives a nod. " Yes. so, what do you say? nothing matters,  not in thei life time anyways. just join me. Us. what do you say?" William asks. Sarah gives a soft smile; she didn't want to hurt people. but a family sounded nice, Sarah nods. " I'm in. and if he doesn't give me what i want. then I'll have to return you in William, and i do not want to be part of the killings William." Sarah said. William nods. " Good." William said. " Is Elizbeth involved? does she know to?" Sarah asks. William nods" that's something i cannot answer.