My name is Mya Brietta Smith, I am twelve years old. I have two other sisters. Xavier, my older brother(14) and my sister... Alayuh (ALAAYUHHH). She is the youngest , with ten years old as her age. Alayuh was daddy's little girl. My father was never the type of dad that we wish was there a lot mroe or had a lot of fights with mommy. He loved us soo much.
My father was tall and hunky the type that you think would go to the gym alot but, he was the opposite. My father worked 36 hours a week at his Law Firm, Justice For All, he had short, brown hair, with a little bit of grey intanged into it. He had big feet with a whooping number of 15 for a shoe size.. I actually never had a relashonship with anybody in the family.
Alayuhs dad or our moms new husband was our step dad. Me and Xaviers dad walked out on us two days after I was born. Xavier always kind of blamed me for our dad leaving. After a while I sometimes blamed myself too because I have been told those words so many times...
"Shut up Mya, youre the reason dad left us. He didnt want to have a stupid ass as his daughter, and I dont blame him".
Xavier is tall and skinny, he has short jet black and caramel skin. He and my father looked almost identical, but my dad was wy musclular than Xavier. Ever since our dad walked out Xavier's mood had took a turn for the worse. My stepdad sometimes calls him a bipolar wreck.I am not very sure what that means but Xaier says he hates it when "David" says that about him.
Xavier is very rude and he is a mean brother. He always cusses at me and call Alayuh and I, bitches, hoes, retards, hoes, whores, stupid asses, you name it we have heard it all before in some fight or argument which he always claims we start.
Alayuh always has a defender for herself, if David hears Xavier call his princess and cuss word or something bad he usually slaps Xavier in the face, and that escalates into a fight where they argue and Xavier start cussing and David starts hitting him and yelling at him. And Xavier usually just goes outside and he sometimes dissapears for a few days or sometimes, at the longest h's gone was a week. And then when mom comes home Mom starts yelling at David and call the police to go look for Xavier. We have called the police so many times, they know us by our first names. Most of the time Mom breaks up with David but calls him later that night because Alayuh wont stop crying over him or she thinks they can make it work. In the end Xavier always comes back home and nobody questions him or asks him were he has been, we just pretend it never happened...but it always goes back to chaos.
Xavier never really hangs out with Alayuh ether becasue he is jealous of her because she had such a good relashonship with her dad, and he never had that. Alayuh doesnt like Xavier, one time she told me...
"Today Xavier told me he wishes I would die already, becasue I am useless in this house. And I told him I hate him over and over and over, I hope it stayed in his brain because he hurt me bad. And I wanted to l kill him and hurt him as much as he hurt me"
One thing about my brother was that you could never figure him out, he was always changing moods and you could never tell if he was mad or angry, ever. He was always alone in his room listening to his iPod, or various other tablets or electronice he had. I dont even thinks he loves us. I really hate it how distant we are. And to make matters worse mom is never home, she works all day as a Pediatrician at our local hospital.
My Mom was short and stocky with brown ahir and blonde streaks, she works as a Pediatrician from 9am to 9:30 at night, all day everyday.
I sometimes wish that my real dad hadnt walked out on me and Xavier, because I know that Xavier would never call me such mean words and Xavier wouldnt have to blame me for dad leaving. I know that if daddy, real daddy was still here, I wouldnt feel so alone and our family wouldnt be so dysfunctional.
