Julie woke before Logan. She stared at his back and huge tattoo. They were to busy all night for her to notice. He turned over in his sleep and she closed her eyes briefly and opened them. Logan's brown eyes were watching her.
She was very sore from her relations with all three guys and wanted a week break from sex. She was doing her senior year online for now to avoid Leslie and Chris.
Shane stayed home with her and he never missed a opportunity to touch her. He kissed like her lips could save him. He was also doing his senior year online plus taking online business courses.
A month had passed and she spent time with each guy and they either fucked or made love to her.
Logan gained more patience and Shane took her faster. Chad still went slow and sweet.
Julie was sitting and doing online work when Shane sat beside her and announced they were gonna have a couples meeting.
Julie nodded and finished up her last page of an essay and sent it to the teacher. She was on schedule to graduate early and finally start her registered nursing classes.
She got up and followed Shane into the diningroom. She sat and Shane sat down with his hand on her thigh.
He rubbed circles and she calmed.
"kitten we wanted to talk and see how things are going. Do you enjoy all three or just want one of us", Logan said watching her.
Hurt passed her features they were tired of her already. She masked it but Shane noticed right away.
"I like how we are, she said softly, but if any of you are tired of me just please tell me".
Chad looked shocked and Logan sat quiet. Shane was pissed.
She was doubtful the whole time.
"sweetness we just wanted to make sure you were happy".
She smiled.
"I am, are you guys?"
Chad chuckled.
"more then you know".
Logan nodded and smirked at her.
Shane squeezed her thigh and kissed her lips.
"I just have a couple questions or better yet I need answers".
They all looked at her and she blushed.
"I know about Sarah"
Shane pulled away and the others avoided her eyes. She was hurt.
"she was our first love but we lost her", Shane said stiffly.
Julie nodded.
"am I a replacement or do you all really care for me".
Chad choked on his spit and Logan wouldn't look at her.
The answers were clear. Replacement hurt deep.
"wow..thanks for the meeting...um I got work to do for school".
Julie fled to her room and locked the door. Tears ran down her face as pain hit her chest. She felt used and worthless. All three guys sat at the table stunned. None denied she was a replacement and none of them admitted caring for her.
She fled quick and Chad slammed out the house to cool down. Music filled the house and Julie could be heard humming.
Logan sighed as Shane sat with his head in his hands. They all fucked up and now she probably felt like their whore.
Julie never came down for dinner that night or breakfast the next morning. She avoided the guys and kept to herself for over a week.
All three missed her and finally saturday Shane went into her room to talk. She had headphones in and was singing while finishing her senior work. She looked skinner and really sad. Bags were under her eyes.
She looked like hell and he could tell she had been crying. He yanked out her headphones and yanked her up and into his body.
She shuddered as he kissed her and held her tight.
"I miss you sweetness..hell we all do.
Please come down to talk".
He kissed her again and scooped her up to take her with him downstairs.
Chad was back and he looked just as bad. He hugged her after Shane sat her in a chair between them.
Logan looked at the table clenching his teeth.
"how do you know about Sarah?", Logan asked with a growl.
Julie looked up with her sad eyes and smiled sadly.
"you called for her in your sleep and Chad mentioned a first love so I assumed it was her".
He cussed.
"well fuck", he growled.
Chad looked sad as he laced her fingers with his.
"I think....I think none of you are over her and me being here isn't good for you guys. I finished senior year early and I start nursing school full time in two months. Maybe me being away all day will help. I'm sorry Logan...I just...".
Shane got up irritated and paced. She was gonna be gone all day and study in the evening. When would the three get any time with her.
Julie sighed and got up and fled again. Tears streaming as she ran to her room and locked herself in again.
Chad cussed and went after her. He picked her locked door. Julie sobbed in her room and collapsed on her bed. Chad found her after getting in and she was sobbing uncontrollably. His heart clenched as he watched her small form shake.
"kitten..kitten...please let us explain".
She hiccups and tries to stop her sob.
"explain what Chad...explain that you all just want me here as a replacement. I mean nothing...you guys care nothing for me. I can never be her or even hold a candle to her. Oh God I gave myself to all of you I am nothing but a whore".
She sat with tears running down her face as Logan and Shane walked in. Chad looked at them with horror on his face. He opened his mouth to say something but no words would come out.
He looked at them then Julie then them again. His face showed panic and his eyes filled with tears.
He ran out and left the house.
Julie felt used and worthless and the three of them made her feel that way. Her sobs hurt his chest and he wanted to hold her. He felt so useless as she cried her heart out.
Shane and Logan looked at Julie then to the door. Chad looked to be in tears. Logan snapped and grabbed her arm yanking her up.
"you little bitch what did you do to him?"
Julie gasped but he shook her gripping her arm till she yelped in pain. She was already bruising.
Shane grabbed him and pulled him away. Julie sank to her bed in more tears. She didn't mean to hurt any of them but she was the one hurt. They used her to fill in the emptiness from losing their first love.
Shane looked down at Julie as he yanked Logan out her room. He closed her door and yanked him downstairs. Her sobs followed.
Logan seemed in a daze and when he snapped out of it. What he did sunk in he looked at Shane horrified.
He called his kitten a bitch and he physically hurt her. Her sobs tore at him.
