Four months later
My dreadful feeling was Leslie and she came back to ruin our happiness. She told lies to come between the guys and I.
I got home from class to an upset Shane. He looked distraught and almost in tears. I sat down and waited.
"sweetness...I got to tell...you see..shit baby..umm Leslie stopped by and she is pregnant".
Breathing hurt. I sat stunned looking at Shane and the words pregnant echoed in my mind. Hurt sank in and my world felt like it tilted. He got another girl pregnant and it wasn't me.
Sitting on the couch was good cause if I was standing I would of collapsed. Shane sat beside me and took my hands. His large warm hands engulfed mine.
Tears filled my eyes but I refused to let them fall. Shane tried to hug me but I pulled away. Hurt filled his eyes and matched mine.
"baby I'm sorry...please talk to me".
My chest got that painful pang like before and it hurt to breath.
"I need...Shane just give me a minute".
I fled to my room as tears ran. Locking my door I took off my school uniform and dressed in my lounge wear pants and tank top.
I sat on my bed and sighed as a heavy burden weighed me down.
It had to be a lie Shane used condoms everytime. I went on birth control but he still used condoms.
A knock to my door had me jumping but I sat still lost in thought. Shane came in and shut the door behind him. He sank to his knees in front of me and put his head on my chest.
"please don't leave me sweetness I need you".
Holy shit he thought I would leave him. Never had that thought crossed my mind. I pulled his face to mine and kissed him. He deepened the kiss and nudged me to lay down.
He laid with me and we kissed, hugged and touched.
Moaning his name Shane stripped us and made love to me so slow I could of cried. Every part of me felt the sparks that shot between us.
We moaned each others name and came together. Shane was holding me after and we talked about Leslie and her lies.
There is a huge possibility this baby wasn't real and if it was it wasn't Shane's. Shane stayed with me that night and we held each other.
A month after Leslie dropped her bomb another hit. She was killed in a wreck and not even pregnant.
She wanted Shane back and almost wrecked our whole world.
Shane was relieved, hell we all were. None of us went to her funeral but we did send flowers.
Two years later and things have gone wonderful. I am a registered nurse and working at our local hospital. Logan and Chad own and operate a construction business.
Shane runs a hotel chain inherited from his dad.
He is loaded and we moved to a bigger house. Shane wanted a child and so did I.
We were having a fun filled night when my phone rang. I picked it up and a doctor's voice filled my ear. My parents both died from overdoses and I needed to identify their bodies. I would of sank to the ground if Logan didn't catch me.
He took my phone, spoke and then hung up. I was shocked but surprisedly not in tears or upset. Those people didn't ever love me or contact me after I left.
"kitten..you okay?"
I nodded and hugged him. He kissed my head and sat me down. Calling for the others he told them and they all sat with me.
Chad kissed my cheek and ordered food. Shane pulled me into his lap. He always did that when I was upset or unsure of stuff.
That was his way to comfort me and himself.
"baby are you sure your okay. You can cry, yell or hit stuff".
I laughed and snuggled into his big body.
"I don't know what to feel guys. They hated me and treated me bad for years. I just don't know what to feel but I am glad I have all of you.
I love you guys so much".
Shane hugged me and kissed my neck. I sighed and put my head on his chest. Logan played with my hair and Chad rubbed my feet.
This is what being truly loved felt like.
Everything was good till death threats came by text and mail.
