THE LOST LOVE

EPISODE 2:UNTITLED PATH OF LIFE

It was Christmas , by this time he already left me and went away from my life , i felt so bad that was the worst year of my life , i didn't have my mom , dad or the person i fell in love with .  I was dumb , my sister couldn't figure out what was going on with me she thought that it might be because my parents were not with us this year ... yeah that is true that was one of the reasons but that's not  the only reason why i was like that , that day  i had to get ready for the Christmas program in the school .... we neatly ironed my clothes , had no gifts with me to play secret Santa nor had any interest in attending school ,when i reached school it was a happiest place ever but i didn't feel so , i so immersed  thinking about .. is this the end , was that the last meeting for us , will we never meet in our life's .... all these thoughts bought tears in my eyes seeing this one of my classmates got up and told the teacher i was crying , i couldn't say that he was the reason why i am crying so .....i told it was because i didn't have my parents with me this year for the Christmas and every year we used to cut cake and celebrate Christmas in our best ways , the teacher hugged me sooooo tightly  that i couldn't believe i actually felt good after that warm hug , later we had our celebrations and got a gift from the teacher even when i didn't get a gift for secret Santa game.... i felt bad that i couldn't enjoy this best Christmas ....i still had tears in my eyes , later that evening i waited for him foolishly even when he told me not to , i tried to hurt myself so even if he was hiding he would run to me but he didn't come , when i went to home i just got scolding's from grandma and sister and not the medicine for the wound later that night my sister came to me while i was crying she hugged me gently and asked me if there was something wrong i just said i missed our parents  she had no words so she was quiet and cleaned my wounds and applied medicine to it .{FEW DAYS LATER}

It was about weeks i tried my best to forget him but still i would go there for him but would come back home unhappy , so i decided to stop going there and waiting for him i stopped it and tried to enjoy the better moments of my life and tried my best to forget him .... and for my surprise my mom.... was back home i was so happy that i completely forgot about him i hugged her tightly and kissed her .....later that night we cut the cake for both new year and Christmas my dad gave me gifts and mom showered me with kisses , i could just say that after so many years i had the chance to see my mom with me for the new year and that felt so good....my life actually became normal when my mom came back.(THE SCHOOL AFTER NEW YEAR)

The new year began i started hoping that my life will go normally after this , after loosing one person i actually got my mom back , so this how i thought that he must be a angel sent from heaven to help me till my mom came back so later on i moved on thinking every sad ending has a happy new life ahead .... i still had hopes i will meet him one day as he said well meet one day but still i tried my best to avoid it .....later on that year actually made me suffer  a lot more than all these years ..... i thought my granny was torchuring just me but not only me but my mom too i was so angry about it i really felt like i should kill the insect that is trying to ruin our family like this .... when i told my mom about it she started laughing and told me .."SWEETIE SHES YOUR GRANNY WAHT EVER SHE DOES MUST HAVE SOME MEANIING" i was so furious though ...i too told my mom that it was ok if we correct the elderly when they do the mistake ....she just tried to calm me down ..... i tried my best to avoid this too and went on to my school works...i had my holidays and during the day only i, mom and my granny used to be at home i realized how my granny used to torchered my mom , not letting her to sleep or eat on time and take pills on time and disturb her in every single work she does .... seeing all these i remembered how she used to harrase me and how she burnt my eye lashes saying i was possesed by a demon and taking all the money i collected all these years making me the main lead of the cindrella story .... i went to my dad and told him what all she did to me and doing to my mom , my dad couldn't react to this i even showed him the proof what all she did but he did nothing and just scold her for this but she never changed ... not a bit ...because of all this my mom was sick again i thought the last time she was sick that was also because of my granny ... i tried my best to distract myself .....but this time  it was so hard it reminded me of him i missed him like hell and yeah all these lowered my grades in school , i was sent to extra classes , i had no interest in studying at all .