FUTILE DEVICES

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"It'll be 20$ sir" told jungkook politely before handing the woman her coffee.

He sighed and sat on the chair beside him. He glanced at the clock hanging on the wall he took off his apron and rushed out of cafe.

He walked through the gates of a day care center. As soon he enters he saw her baby sleeping in a crib beside other babies. After signing the register he took the baby in her arms so lovingly and walked out.

He unlocked the door and first thing he did is feeding his baby.
On the way back to home his chubby woke up.

Jungkook discarded his shoes and sat on sofa and started feeding her. He was gently creasing her hair, while smiling at her.
His vision went to the bills scattered on the table.

It's not easy for jungkook to move out alone with his baby. He knew where he came from and his financial background. When he walked out of the house he only got a few in his hands. The saving he did from his part time job. He bought a small one roomed condo for himself. Moving to a new city with no one's support , all alone is not easy.

He knew it's not gonna be easy for him. Moreover he gonna have a baby soon with him. He got so many mental broke downs he almost gave up living, but his baby he knows he have to rise up.

Resulting he finds a job in a cafe.
Because he needs money the priority and he needs to save up for so many things.
He wants his baby to be healthy hence hospital bills. For almost 8 months he saved his money for his baby.
He got a new phone for himself on his birthday. After the birth of his baby he moved onto to a decent condo as he started doing overtime.
Fighting for himself for his baby, his only family.

He wanted to become a teacher , it was his dream that one dream he never gave up. He cleared the scholarship exam and was studying online.
His baby was only 3 monts old.
He feels bad for her 3 months old  baby who was spending 5 hours of the day in a day care centre .

But who's at fault jungkook?! Who's already running the whole day for giving themselves a decent life.
He don't want her baby to live a life like he lived.

He has no grudges against anyone. He just felt unlucky that no one has ever decided to know about him. But then he drop the thought because everyone knows that he doesn't have a phone.

He looked down when he feels that her lil princess isn't making any efforts to take her feed. He smiled and kissed her head.

"My hanu"

He took her in his room and make her sleep on the bed. He took his dairy and phone. And first thing he did is cleared his bills. Water , electricity, condo's , daycare. And took out the rest for the monthly expenses.

A small smile danced on his lips when he realised that he saved more than usual for a month.

He transferred that extra money into her baby's account. As he's saving up for her future.

After doing all this he took out some fresh clothes and jumped into the bathroom and didn't closed the door just in case his baby wake up.

He stripped down his clothes and stood in front of mirror water dripping down his body. A lone tear escaped his eye.
He observed his body, how pale he became and how he loose some weight , those stretch marks. He know he can take care of himself only if he had resources back then.

He's blaming no one, he's too good to do that. He just accepted the fate.

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"Come in" a deep horrified calls his secratary inside his office.

"Sir the reports you've asked from hospital"

The man gestured her to leave.
He took the paper cover and tore its upper part and took out the white sheet.

He swirled his chair to the large glass window staring onto nothing , just holding the DNA results which is showing  positive.

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