(cw,, r*pe and ab*se!!)
Two months later...
"MPPPHHH!" Benatar gave muffled scream as his kidnapper rode him. As if the kidnapping, starving and restraining weren't bad enough it was the rape he found especially humiliating. Since she had him tied on his back she would ride him; it was so humiliating, only Axel was allowed to touch him there. Dicey moaned his name, face flushed as she continued to go up and down on his cock. She was sweaty and tired but not losing speed, wanting to bring the blonde to completion no matter how much he didn't want to.
Benatar mentally could not enjoy this, but his traitorous body couldn't help but love every moment of the stimulation and even though he held on as long as he could he eventually came deep inside of Dicey. Once he did, he felt completely and utterly humiliated, disgusted, and self-loathing; and even though this was completely non consensual and forced, he still felt as though he were being unfaithful to his Axel.
Dicey stopped and removed him from inside of her and fell on top of him, in his weak state Benatar found even her small weight heavy on top of him "... perfect Benny!" She squealed between pants, he lost the first part of what she said, he'd lost some understanding of what was going on but he had just enough that he at least knew he hated her even more. She insisted on calling him Benny or Ben, completely unaware that he didn't like it when people tried to shorten his name which was why his bandmates always called him by his full first name.
She brought her lips close to his ears and whispered, he lost a lot of what she said but he could catch some "I love you Ben... all mine... I can ... more... faggot Axel." And there was another thing, the demented fangirl decided that Benatar wasn't gay, and that Axel was the enemy and had seduced him to make the 'wrong choice'. The way that she constantly talked shit about Axel was the thing that Benatar hated the most about her.
He was in very sorry condition - she didn't ever take the gag off, only replacing it with a new cloth once she sedated him at night, so instead of eating actual food she would inject him with nutrients, but even so she didn't give him enough and the modest muscle mass he had before was gone and made him very skinny and his ribs show. His eyes were bloodshot from crying, and hollow with dark rings, there were probably ropeburn scars on his wrists and ankles. He was only allowed to go to the bathroom once a day, and only after she had sedated him so he was too out of it even remember his name let alone try to escape, the same went for showers.
She didn't know he was diabetic, that was probably the biggest health issue with him. Being gagged when he was conscious all of the time he couldn't explain it to her. He didn't ever get the insulin or sugar when his body needed it, and the the nutrient supplements that she was injecting wasn't appropriate for a diabetic lifestyle.
He was dying, he could feel it. Soon his body would give up and the diabetic shock. He didn't care if he died anymore.
He ignored her as she tucked him back into his trousers, he thought about Axel and their daughter. He wondered if she could walk yet. How long had he been there? He wondered if Puff found a new singer and guitarist. Did Axel forget about him and find someone else? He glared at Dicey's finger, because she hated that he was engaged to Axel she took Benatar's engagement ring and put it on herself, fooling herself into thinking it meant that he was all hers now.
His heart very slow, his heart and his pulse, he knew that it would give up soon. He wanted to die, he wanted it all to be over. It was already over for him, no one would save him. He'd never get to see Axel or Chancellor again, and at this point that was his only regret.
"... poor Benny." She cooed and swept a soft hand across his forehead "...pale....sick love? ... medicine... some fresh air." She said, more to her deluded self then to him and opened the window of the attic. "You...here...worry ...right back!"
