[SELF HARM IN THIS CHAPTER]
wills pov
I woke up with a pair of arms around me,i look next to me and I see the love of my life mike. I can feel my face turning red.and as soon at I turn red mike wakes up and are faces are so close if I move we would be kissing.
M:hi
W:hi
M:why are you red? do you like me or something
when mike said that I just looked away and got out of bed
M:will?you do have one on me don't you..ew
I just start tearing up. I get up and run to the bathroom and lock the door.i look too my left and see my blade I haven't used it in mouths. but today. I picked it up and started doing my wrist but not where my vanes are I don't wanna die yet.. it hurt like hell but I have some bandages and wrapped my wrist up and start crying
mike thinks im disgusting
im just a loser why do I love him ugh
I walk out of the bath room and put on my fav jumper[mikes jumper btw]
mike gave it to me the day we left Hawkins
J:hun someone is on the phone for you
W:ok be there in a minute
I walk out of my room and get the phone and hear that its max
MX:hi will me and the party are coming to cali to see you guys
W:wait really
MX:yup! oh and how is things going with mike?
max and dustin are the only ones in the party that know I have a big crush on mike and max is always there for me if mike hurts me or I have to cry over him for the 10th time that day
W:shit I say if I liked him that would me weird and gross
MX:that son of a bitch
W:max its ok really I have to go but I will see you soon bye
MX:BYEEEEE!!!!!!
I hate myself
J:will hun breckfast is ready
W:im not hungry
J:hun you haven't eaten in 3 days are you ok?
W:y-yeah im fine
I glance at mike and hes looking at my wrist. I look ay my wrist and I see blood on my hand fuck
W:ill be back
i ran to the bathroom before i could close the door mike comes in and locks the door
W:mike what are yo-
M:what the fuck will
W:what?
M:WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CUT YOUR SELF
W:i-
M:why
W:becau-
M:WHY-
W:MIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME TALK
mikes pov
i never have heard will say any bad words.but it was kinda hot
yeah i like will who wouldn't like him i love him i just wanna kiss him and cuddle him all day and i know will has a crush on me lucas told me he does because dustin told lucas
i just look at him
W:its nothing ok its just a paper cut
M:mhm
i unlock the door and run out
its my fault he did it
i hurt him i know i did
LOVE CAN HURT
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