Love can hurt

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[SELF HARM IN THIS CHAPTER]

wills pov

I woke up with a pair of arms around me,i look next to me and I see the love of my life mike. I can feel my face turning red.and as soon at I turn red mike wakes up and are faces are so close if I move we would be kissing.

M:hi

W:hi

M:why are you red? do you like me or something

when mike said that I just looked away and got out of bed

M:will?you do have one on me don't you..ew

I just start tearing up. I get up and run to the bathroom and lock the door.i look too my left and see my blade I haven't used it in mouths. but today. I picked it up and started doing my wrist but not where my vanes are I don't wanna die yet.. it hurt like hell but I have some bandages and wrapped my wrist up and start crying

mike thinks im disgusting

im just a loser why do I love him ugh

I walk out of the bath room and put on my fav jumper[mikes jumper btw]

mike gave it to me the day we left Hawkins

J:hun someone is on the phone for you

W:ok be there in a minute

I walk out of my room and get the phone and hear that its max

MX:hi will me and the party are coming to cali to see you guys

W:wait really

MX:yup! oh and how is things going with mike?

max and dustin are the only ones in the party that know I have a big crush on mike and max is always there for me if mike hurts me or I have to cry over him for the 10th time that day

W:shit I say if I liked him that would me weird and gross

MX:that son of a bitch

W:max its ok really I have to go but I will see you soon bye

MX:BYEEEEE!!!!!!

I hate myself

J:will hun breckfast is ready

W:im not hungry

J:hun you haven't eaten in 3 days are you ok?

W:y-yeah im fine

I glance at mike and hes looking at my wrist. I look ay my wrist and I see blood on my hand fuck

W:ill be back

i ran to the bathroom before i could close the door mike comes in and locks the door

W:mike what are yo-

M:what the fuck will

W:what?

M:WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CUT YOUR SELF

W:i-

M:why

W:becau-

M:WHY-

W:MIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME TALK

mikes pov

i never have heard will say any bad words.but  it was kinda hot

yeah i like will who wouldn't like him i love him i just wanna kiss him and cuddle him all day and i know will has a crush on me lucas told me he does because dustin told lucas

i just look at him

W:its nothing ok its just a paper cut

M:mhm

i unlock the door and run out

its my fault he did it

i hurt him i know i did

LOVE CAN HURT

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-Eli
IM SORRY I SPENT WRAPPED WRONG I CANT SPELL

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