I'm Here for you

Prologue

'I'm sorry... I couldn't do it. I was just forced for this and I hope you understand. I'm sorry, Shai... I'm really really sorry.'

F*cking bast*rd! I let out a scream and throw anything I saw inside the bride's room. How... How can he do this to me? He was forced? What a f*cking piece of sh*t!

"Enough, Shaira." I turn around fast and saw my bestfriend trying to approach me. The tears started to fall in my eyes as I saw how pathetic I am. How he disgrace me on the supposedly a happy day for me. "Don't worry, we'll get revenge on that bast*rd."

I forced a smile and I hug her back tightly. It's so painful but I am also powerless right now. How can love be so painful?

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"I'm sorry but I love him. He was my first love and I don't want to be unhappy through out my life because I marry the man that I don't love. I hope you understand. I cut ties with my family and I'm going with him. You will never see me again, I promise.... I'm sorry."

I clenched the letter in my hand that it crumpled. 'Sh*t!' No wonder I saw her in the back exit of the hotel with an unknown man. Why now? Why does it have to be on the day of our wedding? 'F*ck!'

Even though I am so mad and it hurts, I couldn't do anything. She loves the guy and I can't do anything about it. I sigh and sat weakly on the couch. Because I learned to love her a bit that my heart hurts a little.

Seconds later, a chuckle scape my lips and turn into a mocking laugh. I laugh for my stupidity and disappointment.