The Struggle is Real (urban)

chapter 22

Everybody has graduated nd started there new life
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6 months later
**diamond**
I had my daughter antoinette dezeriah louis a couple weeks ago. She is the most beautiful thing every. I thought wen I looked in the mirror everyday nobody could ever compare to me but my daughter showed me other wise she got almost everything on my side of the family.. the hair, eyes, and smile. Everything else is ant...

Anyways I got out of anthony's grip nd went to get the baby that was crying.I calmed her down nd made her something to eat. By now ant was awake nd standing next to me. I pecked his lips nd pasted the baby to him.I went to shower. After that I did my hygiene nd brushed my teeth.I got dressed in a floral loose drees nd my mk flip flops. I let my hair out nd put a lil makeup. I went back to where ant was. The baby was already asleep. I noticed ant picking out a all black outfit.

Wats wrong bae

"Nun we just have to make this drop tonight"

Y dont u just drop the gang shit

"Its not that easy"

W.e just be safe nd I love u

"I love u to" he went to the bathroom to shower nd I get to get me so hot fries that was in the pantry.then I went to the nursery turned the tv on nd relaxed.

**zimayah**
I finally graduated nd im 6 month pregrs now. I so happy im have a baby __??__. Today dre wanted me to join him in this drop he was making today.he said that someone wasnt paying him the exactly money nd dre dont play bout his money so Ig that nigga was gonnna die today. I showered wit dre nd dried off. I put on a black jacket wit my black joggers nd my black timbs. Dre was wearing the something.he got the keys nd called the boys to meet up at the trap. Within 10 mins we were there.we got out nd he did this stupid knock code nd enter his name nd some other shit that was point less. Wen we got there trey and anthony were already there.

Then this lil boy who looked about 15 came on told dre the nigga was tied up in the basement. So we all went in the basement.the guy still had on a mask on so I couldn't see him that well. But he was looked strong, with muscles nd all. They took the mask off nd I couldnt believe who I saw..

Daddy??? I asked trying to get a close look but dre held me back

"Yes mayah its me"

Why??? I said letting a tear out but dre wiped it off

"Im sorry mayah...bout I want u to no I love u nd I always will."

Dre told me I wasnt ready to see wat he was bout to do so he told me to stand out said. All I heard was guns being fired nd my dad slowing dying. I just had to brake down in tears. My dad, the one who left me 19 years ago died. This is the first time I seen him nd this is the way I had to. When his is dying over petty shit. I cant believe they killed him. But my dad nver loved me if he loved me like he said he did he wouldn't nver left me. I have a real dad who loves me nd always tells me that nd its jacob, today was the first day my so called dad said he loved me. I stopped crying nd went back in.

They were putting my dad in a bodybag nd cleaning up the mess. Dre notice me nd motioned me to come he him. He hugged me nd told me its going to be ok. We left the trap nd went home.we showered ate our dinner in peace nd went to bed.

A couple days later

**zimayah**
Its been about 4 days since I witnessed my dads death. I been really stressed ever since. Even doe I left me wen I was a toddler I still loved him. I havent talked to my mom since the day she kicked me out. But Jacob always calls nd checks on me. Anyways it was early in the morning I was having the worst pain in my stomach. I knew I couldn't be having my baby cuz im still only 6 months. But it was hurting like hell so I woke dre up.

"Wtf u want"he said sounding annoyed nd sleepy

Wake tf up nd take me to the hospital

"Y..yo water broke"he said now getting up nd searching foe clothes

Ion noe but my stomach is hurting nd this mf baby is kicking the shit outta me..I hurried up nd got dressed dre got the keys nd we went in the car. While dre was driving I was getting dizzy nd felt like throwing up. We got to the hospital nd i could barely stand up. Dre went to the front desk nd I walked over there with him..then i started getting dizzy again nd my vision was getting blurry asf. The last thing I remembered before blacking out was dropping to the floor nd my life flashing before my eyes.

3 hours later
I finally woke up nd I felt empty inside, so I felt my belly nd I noticed my baby bump was there anymore. I broke down in tear. I lost my baby was all I just saying in my mind then dre walked in all smiley like he doesnt even care about losing the baby.

"Stop crying bae its ok"

Ok...tf u mean ok nigga I just lost my baby*sniff sniff*

"Lost the baby"dre said sounding confused asf

Yes nd u dont even care coming in here smiley nd shit....I fucking hate u

Wtf r u talking bout we didnt-

Before he could finish his sentence the nurse walked in.

" mrs.Carter ur son is doing fine n-"

MY SON! I yelled

"Yes ur son he is doing fine now nd we need to run some test on u"

Wat do u mean now he is doing fine

"Ur baby was premature nd since u blacked out we had to do a emergency c-section nd wen we got him out he wasnt breathing well but now his doing fine."

Oh ok thnx u..she walked out nd said she will bring the baby in later on..

y u didnt say anything dre

"If u let me finished my sentence"

We dont have any clothes for the baby

"Thats ok I called ur mom, destiny, and diamond nd they said there gonna bring us a few things"

My mom... I questioned with a lil attitude

"Yea nd stop stressing damn"

W.e can u bye me some food

"Ight get some rest". He pecked my lips nd went off to get my food. I turned the tv on nd pictured how my son is going to look. I cant believe I just brought a new baby in this world ...im going to spoil him...im gonnna be the best mom ever....

To be continued♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
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