you wouldnt understand

Part 1

Elijah's pov

my parents are sending me to this home for people with problems after they found out i had been hurting myself. I dont understand why they care so much. its not like i was trying to kill myself. if anything i hurt myself to distract myself from all the suicidal thoughts ive been having. i was told that the home was where you stay so you could have someone watch over you. they said that its not like a mental hospital. although they said that they wanted to take me to one they said it was just to much money that they didnt have

"Alexandra are you listening to me" mom said. i didnt even notice she was talking to me i must have been spacing out agian. "sorry what did you say"

"I was asking if you were exited to get to the home i heard they have a lot of girls like you" she said

"mom we already went over this im not a girl. im a boy and i would appreciate if you would refur to me as one" I said while glaring at her.

"I dont understand why she does this" my dad said to my mom

"he" I said "shut up your a girl not a boy. thats the way god made you and you cant do anything to change that. stop acting like one of those trans or whatever their called" he said with a disgusted look on his face

"fuck you" i said right as we arrived at the home

"what did you say" he said

"I said fuck you!!"

"get out of my car you fucking tranny" he said

"gladly" I said while holding back my tears

I grabbed my bag from the back before they
drove off

i turn around with tears running down my cheeks seeing a man staying there he looked to be in his mid to late 20's

"hey you must be Alexandra. im Liam. im the owner of the home. although I didnt expect you to be a girl" Liam said

i started to cry harder. why does no one see me as a boy is it my hair is it my clothes is it my voice.

"oh sweetie i didn't mean to offend you . what did i say wrong" he said with a concerned look on his face

"im not a girl" I said while sniffling. "and my name isn't Alexandra" I said while looking down

"oh im sorry, did your parents sent me the wrong information" he said with a sorry look on his face

" no they didn't. its just.....well im.....trans and they haven't really accepted me yet" I said while wiping my tears with my baggy sweat shirt

"well im very sorry that they dont accept you but i just want you to know that this is a very accepting and lgbtqia friendly instute."

"lets go inside" he said then turned around and started walking to the front door of the home with me following behind him.