you wouldnt understand

Part 2

I tried to put my body weight on the door so Finn couldn't come in but it didn't work

"Eli what did you do" Finn said as he looked at the many healed scars and the 15 deep cuts that were spread out around my arms.

"please dont tell liam i had to it was only supposed to be a couple cuts" I said while i started crying my tears mixing in with the blood that was dripping from my arms.

"liam!!!!" Finn yelled down the hall as he grabbed a washcloth to stop the bleeding

"please im fine. tell him im fine" i cried out

liam ran in the door a second later and freaked out when he saw all the blood and how bad my cuts really were

"Elijah what did you do" he siad trying to hold back his tears

"Finn get the boys and head to the car were going to the hospital" Liam said and Finn ran out the door

"come on Eli get up we have to go" he said

"please dont make me go im sorry ill be fine there not that bad" I said as blood continued to pour from the cuts

Liam picked me up and carried me down stairs to the car because i was trying to fight to get away

i saw Jamie Astryd Finn and Aaron already in the car all looking worried

Liam took me to the back seat and set me down as he said to Aaron who was sitting next to me to help me keep presure on the cuts so I dont bleed out

thats funny they really think im going to bleed out from a couple tiny cuts what drama queens

"okay....i can do that" Aaron said as he looked like he was going to throw up. i feel bad but its not my fault i told them i was fine. push him off you need to bleed out

"fuck you get off of me you bitch" i said try to push him off of me

"Eli stop he's trying to keep you from bleeding out" Liam said as Aaron tried to get me to stay still so he could keep the pressure on my cuts

"stop get off of me. let me bleed out" i said still trying to push him off of me

jamie astryd and finn were all crying in the front seat while trying to calm me down

i pretended that i had calmed down as we were ariving at the intrance of the hospital

when Aaron had finally loosend his grip on me i took this opertunity to start rubbing to washcloth really hard
against my cuts to make them bleed more

Aaron freaked out and took the washcloth out of my hand and said "liam he's hurting himself with the cloth what do i do"

"Eli calm down were here and if you dont behave and let the doctors help you when we go in. im giving them permision to strap you down to the hospital bed"

"ok..ok im fine....im good" i said as Liam dragged me into the hospital the four boys following behind us.

"oh dear" the resepchinist said as she saw us

"let me go get a doctor" she said as she ran off threw the doors that lead to the doctors stations (ik this probably is inacturate but whatever - A/N)
(I just saw that I spelled it inacturate instead of inaccurate lol -A/N)

time skip to when there patching Eli up

"so how did this happend" the doctor asked. I know he know that i did it to myself so why tf is he asking

"Its a diy project ive been working on" i said while fliping him off

"Eli be nice he's helping you isn't he" Liam said. the boys wernt aloud into the room with us so they had to stay in the waiting room

"yeah whatever" i said while rolling my eyes

"don't roll your eyes at me. when we get back to the house im going through your stuff and taking all of your blades away" he said

"fuck you. you cant do that its my property" i said with an angry look on my face fuck him he cant do that we need to cut

"im going to let you too talk. im going to have a doctor come and do an mental health assesment on Alexandra when their avalible" he said

"it's Elijah you fucking prick" i said while trying to hit him as Liam held me back

"im sorry Elijah" he said as he walked out the door

"hey you need to breath. he didn't mean anything by it he didnt know" Liam said

"im sorry' i said while leaning into hug liam

"its okay" he siad while hugging me back
It's the end of this chapter have a nice day - 💜Elijah (there was 800 words in this chapter)