Two Hearts

Chapter 25

I just stood there at his door, frozen on the verge of a mental breakdown. I couldn't even punch in his security code. Thankfully he heard the numbers going off. He opened his door, surprised to see me.

I didn't say anything, I just looked at him.

"Baby.. what's the matter? Talk to me.." he took my hand guiding me inside. When he finally sat me down, he bent down on his knees, wiping my tears. 

"Namjoon.. did you know.. about the agreement." He only nodded

"My father isn't happy with me, he really thought you wouldn't be safe." He sighed
"That I wouldn't be safe..with you."

"My father.. he ended the engagement." 

"Are you okay? Do you need to stay here for a few days. I will sleep on the couch."

Why was this man so perfect and why wasn't I as upset as I should be?

"I should go see Kook, but he's been a maniac lately with me, I don't think I've had a full on orgasm in about 2 months. He's been pumping into me and I've been sneaking plan bs."

"I'm gonna kick his ass, you are not something to be bred. When did he lose sight of his love for you?" I just leaned back on his couch, and moved next to me.

"I don't know.. maybe if I get off the pills give him a child he will love me again."

Those soft firm hands cupped my face, anger seeping out him.

"I'm gonna kick his ass, he doesn't deserve to have a child by you. Fuck the deal, fuck the money, Why is there even a price on this whole situation? You were better with me, stronger, you had no anxiety, no doubt I always gave you my love consistently without trying to get you pregnant."

"I know.. I should have known better, I was so caught up in, this is my childhood friend and I fell in love with him. Our parents put in our heads that we were going to be together, and I really think it would have worked, if the trying to get me pregnant didn't happen. I know it sounds stupid, but I want an unexpected baby..everything is planned. That's one thing I wanted for myself, I couldn't even have that."

He kissed me, I didn't fight it. It had been so long since I had his lips on mine. It felt so nice, so warm. I moaned, he responded in a way I didn't know I needed. He twined his fingers in my hair, kissing me sweetly, tenderly. The kiss felt like it lasted forever, but it didn't. He moved his lips away from me slowy. "It was put in your head to be in love with the ideal, of being in love with him. The both of you are victims of that..but baby two people in love..they don't stop wanting each other. You loved him more, when you didn't know everything. You know everything and you still wanted me. I still want you.. even now."
Oof if there was a fire it was from the tension between him and I.

I grabbed by his shirt, his lips were back on mine.. we were in this heavy makeup session when he called.

Bzzz

Bzzzz

"Hello.." my voice was still vulnerable, but Namjoons lips were going down my neck.

"Babe, where are you..I talked my dad, your dad called the engagement off, and you drove off and turned off your gps.. why didn't you come to me.." I had to mute, Namjoons lips were on a different pair of lips, and I couldn't hold in my moans. Thankfully Jungkook wasn't done talking. He betrayed me, to me this was worse than cheating, we always talked about everything.

"Princess, what can be done, how can we fix this? I can't lose you, you've always been a part of me.." this man was going through a mental breakdown and I was about to cum.

I dropped the phone when I reaching my release. Namjoon moved back on top of me kissing me softly.."I know you think that being with me is wrong now..but I wanted make sure you knew that, I just love satisfying my queen. He handed my phone to me.

"Jeon Jungkook,  you knew, you knew and you didn't tell me.."

"I just wanted to keep us together, I lost track of our relationship." I believed him. I needed space.

"I will call you when I'm ready to talk to you." I hung up, I just wanted to hide for a little bit.