I'm very sorry for not updating any thing or being online that much. But I bet if you saw my post on my conversation board that I posted recently. You might understand why.
But the short story of it.
Is I have gotten over medicated once again to where I was a zombie for two days in a row. But then I may have decided to go cold turkey on most of my medications except two or three of them. And after that. I had two bad mental breakdowns to where I did somethings I usually don't in my mental breakdowns. Then after those breakdown I started shaking like a leaf so much. To where I had to go to the ER which I was very out of it up there. Then went back home after staying over for one night at the ER. While at home after a few days from the ER. I went to an urgent care clinic to discover I had gotten an UTI. And after I discovered that I had one. I've been trying to fight it with drinking plenty of fluids and taking an antibiotic.
So all in all that's in a way the very short story of it.