Part 9

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I woke up the next morning realizing I had to get my life together and distance myself from Justin and even Alfredo. I was honestly getting nowhere in life. I had been thinking of maybe just taking an airplane far away from everyone. I had to find my true self and at least attempt to find the answers to all my problems. I was going crazy, I was doing things I wouldn't usually do because of him. Just because of him. My whole world revolved around him. If he was happy, I was happy, if he was sad, well i was too. I realized that it wasn't about him, but me. I could destroy myself while he wouldn't even mind.

I made my way to the living room to find that Alfredo had left. He neatly left the blankets on top of my sofa. I felt a big relief of not having to see him. I knew he would probably text later with an explanation of why he left without a goodbye, but today I didn't feel like even checking my phone.

I spent the whole day thinking about where I would like to travel and escape. Iv'e always liked the idea of traveling to Greece. I guess Greece was my destination now. Thankfully I had some money saved from some past projects and jobs I had done. Without thinking twice about it I got a plane ticket and a hotel reservation made. I was just planning on telling my mom about my trip. She's going to question me about my sudden decision, but in the end I am already 21 and old enough to make my own decisions. I work for myself and pay my own bills so she can't stop me anymore like when I was a little girl.

At night I went on Skype with my mom. This is how we usually talk most of the time.

"Sweetie, I missed you!" a big smile appeared on the screen. "I was worried about you, I have been trying to reach you since yesterday afternoon."

"I'm sorry mother. I have been busy with work and school," I kind of had to lie to her, she wouldn't understand all my screw ups. "But um hey mom I have something I have to tell you."

"Well...what is it?" I could tell she was imaging the worst.

"Don't worry though, it isn't anything bad," I was getting prepared to lie again." I had been planning this for a long time and finally made up my mind."

"Well then...?"

"I'm traveling to Greece!"

"Wait, wait, wait, to Greece?"

"Yes Greece," I remarked the worked Greece.

It took me a while to secure her about me going far away for a while, but at the end she finally gave into the idea of me going. I was officially prepared to forget about Justin and my feelings for him. After this trip I am going to make sure I never look at him the way I did before.

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⏰ Last updated: May 05, 2015 ⏰

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