This morning when I woke up the first thing I did was to check on my phone for any text messages or calls from Justin. But no, still knew nothing from him. After a while of thinking, I took a shower and headed over to the gym.
I got to the gym and did my casual workout as I always did. A daily gossip TV show was on. I wasn't paying attention until I heard the name Justin Bieber. I gave all my attention to the show.
*Hello and good morning guys! You wouldn't believe who we found yesterday night at the night club. Yes! Famous pop-star Justin Bieber was there. But that's not all, we found him real well accompanied by his ex-girlfriend Ashley.*
Wow! Just wow! How stupid was I believing that he had possibilities of changing. He stood me up! He didn't care about me! And plus now he is back with Ashley. How great. I felt sad, mad, and really confused.
I was back at my house. And yes I cried. I couldn't hold it. The only thing I could do was to keep on with my crying and to talk to Jade, my best friend.
"Jade I'm so glad, you came over." I tried to smile.
"Oh Stacy, I heard about Justin and Ashley, its all over the news. But you should accept the reality, he is a jerk, a retard, a douche bag, and everything that has to do with that." She patted my shoulder.
"But how can I stop loving him? I love him too much." I started to cry again.
"No , no , no , stop crying. He is not worth it. You can easily forget about him, just find someone else." Jade suggested.
"How will finding someone else help?" I asked.
"If you find someone else, that person might make you fall in-love with them. And well zap! You forget about Justin. You get me?" She replied.
Just then my phone started ringing.
"Its him Jade. Do I answer?" I asked Jade.
"...................." Jade shrugged.
I cleared my voice. "Hello."
"Stacy... I am so sorry. I-I.."
"You what Justin? You what! You stood me up! I cant believe I am still stupid enough to trust you. Yes Justin I still trust you. I am so fu*king mad with you. But even though you did this to me, I trust you, because I know this is who you are. I cant do anything about it. You are a fu*king douche bag, a jerk. You don't have a heart! You don't have feelings! You don't even actually know how love feels!" I shouted at him through the phone.
"Let me explain to you what happened, alright!" He replied.
"No! Just shut up! I hate you right now ok! So this means you are back with Ashley...!" I shouted once more.
"No, well yes. But no! Let me just fu*king explain! Damn it Stacy just damn it, let me fu*king explain!" He shouted back.
"NO!" I hung up on him.
"Jade I'm sorry to ask you this but can you please leave now?" I asked.
"Yeah sure, don't worry. I understand." She smiled and left.
I cried even more when Jade left. I was also thinking about what she had suggested. Maybe finding someone else would help me forget about Justin. Maybe quitting on music would also help. Or maybe leaving the country for a while would also work. Lots of ideas were running through my head.
Suddenly someone started knocking on my door. I checked through the window to see who it was. It was Justin and with him he had a rose.
I did let Justin in. I wasn't sure if I was going to regret this.
"Babe this is for you." He handed me the rose.
"Don't call me babe when you probably also called Ashley babe!" I angrily smirked.
"Ah....So you are jealous?" He raised his eyebrows.
"huh? M-me, no!" I lied
"Then why do you care so much about what I say to Ashley? Why are you so mad?" Justin asked.
"Maybe because you stood me up, you jerk!" I shouted madly at him.
Justin smirked. "I am going to be honest with you. I did get back with her. But the truth is that I don't love her. I don't feel a single thing for her." He got closer to me.
"Then why are you back with her?" I asked.
"I got back with her because of the sex." He whispered and lowered his head.
" The sex? Seriously?! Oh my gosh Justin. I just cant, I cant believe you!" My eyes got watery. "why do you have to be like this?" I covered my face with my hands.
"I don't know! I wish I could change but I cant, I'm just like this. And well I can see that you cant understand me! I don't want to hurt you so I'm out of here!" He punched the hard wall and walked towards the door.
I cant believe this, he would actually hurt a girl.
"No Justin you are staying, I am not gonna let you do something crazy." I passed my hand around his cheek. I didn't let Justin go because I just know that he would do something crazy.
I immediately started trembling. I didn't know what was going to happened next. Was he feeling the same way? Or would he actually try to hurt me?
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Friends with Benefits (Justin Bieber FanFiction)
FanficFamous Justin Bieber and Stacy Edmister are real close friends and something near friends with benefits. They are both secretly in-love with each other but they know it won't work out.