Bakugo x Suicidal female Reader

Bakugo and Y/n

As Bakugo walked into Y/n's room, her heart immediately dropped.

"(Tic) B-b-b-Bakugo?!" Y/n screeched. "What the hell are you doing in here?! Get out! Now! I'm waiting on the mystery guy that was waiting outside my room! (Then it dawns on her) Wait. Don't tell me that you're-"

"The mystery guy?" Bakugo interrupted. "Yup, that's me. Katsuki Bakugo. Anyways, I wanted to talk to you about something. Is that okay?"

"N-n-now? B-b-before class? And-and-and no 'nerd' or 'freak' or 'stuttering stanley'?" Bakugo shook his head. "No, no more of that. And look, I'm not going to call you 'idiot' or 'dumbass' anymore either. I just want to talk."

As Bakugo and Y/n talked on the way to class, Y/n's heart fluttered at how close she was to Bakugo. "Oi, Y/ n. You there? You didn't fall asleep on me, did you?"

"No-no, I-I-I didn't." Y/n stammered.

Just because Katsuki is being nicer to me, doesn't mean the rest of his squad will be. I hope none of them know about my past, otherwise they'd probably tease me even more. Y/n was pulled from her thoughts by Katsuki telling her that they had arrived to class.

Y/n quickly went her seat, which fortunately was right between Izuku and Shoji. Class started and once again, Y/n had gotten a text. She didn't want to check it, in fear that it might be her dad again.

Y/n's phone kept buzzing with notifications from texts. She took her phone out and had immediately regretted doing so.

'Bitch! Pick up the damn phone! I need more beers, and also I just got a call from your work saying that you haven't been in for the past two weeks! Two fucking weeks! What the hell have you been doing in that time?! Who the hell have you been hanging out with to miss work for two goddamn fucking weeks?!'

'Bitch, don't make me drag your ass out of that god forsaken school! I will have you expelled from that school! I don't know what your doing at a school like that in the first place! Get your ass home now! I don't care if you're in the middle of class, you need to come home now!'

'Hey! Text me when you fucking get this! I just saw the news, goddamn it! What have I told you about telling people about that?! That's supposed to stay between us! That's a family matter, and I don't need the whole fucking world to know!'

'You lazy ass Bitch! You better not be slacking in school, because if you even fail one class, you're grounded till the day you die! Got that?! How the hell did I end up with a pathetic  and sorry excuse for a fucking brat that your mom called a daughter?! Damn whore!'

Y/n was doing her best to keep the tears from falling, but to no avail. "(Quietly) Today's the day, today's the day. I've just gotta make it through today." Y/n muttered to herself.

Once class had started, Mr. Aizawa noticed Y/n. "Everyone, I'm giving you a free day today. Y/n, can I talk to you for a second?"

As Y/n got up, and walked over to Aizawa, Shoji noticed a cut on Y/n's wrist that looked fresh.

As Mr. Aizawa was talking to Y/n, Shoji noticed something on her desk. It looked like a letter or something. As curious as he was, Shoji didn't bother looking at it.

After a few minutes, Y/n went back to her desk, and began writing her suicide note.

'Dear Friends , I'm sorry that things had to end like this. As I'm sure most of you already know, my life has been a real shitshow from day one. Today is my last day being here with all of you...I'm so sorry to do this to all of you, but I just can't take living anymore. Izuku, Shoji, Iida, Ochaco, Tsuyu, YaoMomo, Kaminari, Kyoka, Shoto, Koda, Yuga, Kirishima, Mina, Sero, Ojiro, Hagakure, Sato, Tokoyami, Mr. Aizawa, and lastly, Katsuki Bakugo. I'm so sorry. Also I want to apologize to Uncle All Might, Principal Nezu, and Recovery Girl. I'm so sorry. I'm not asking for forgiveness; please forget about me, it'll be much easier that way. Signed Y/n <3.'

As Y/n got done writing the note, she folded it up and shoved it into her pocket. School eventually ended, and Y/n had gone back to her dorm.

Y/n changed into more comfortable clothes, and had her suicide note on her dresser. She then went up to the roof of the dorms, and was just about to jump.

"Oi, Shoji, do you know where Y/n went? I've been looking for her all day, but haven't been able to find her." Bakugo asked gruffly.

Shoji was just about to say that he didn't know where Y/n had gone, until he remembered that he saw Y/n writing a note or letter of some sort.

He just hoped he was wrong about what he was thinking. "Bakugo, I have to go! I just remembered that I have something important to do." Shoji said as he ran off to go find Y/n.

Bakugo was so confused about what just happened, that he decided to follow Shoji. Bakugo used his quirk, not only to go faster, but so he could also cover more ground than Shoji.

Bakugo's POV

I had asked Shoji if he knew where Y/n had gone, once school was done for the day, but he said he didn't know where she could've gone.

I decided to follow him and look for Y/n myself. I flew through the air, with the help of my quirk; and I noticed Y/n on the dorms rooftop.

I immediately flew out to her, yelling at Shoji that I had found her. By the time I had gotten to the roof, however, Y/n had already jumped. I quickly dove after her, but got distracted by Kirishima calling my name.

I had only stopped for a split second, but immediately realized that I should've just ignored him and tried to catch Y/n.

As soon as I had turned back around, I heard someone scream...and immediately saw what happened.

Y/n had slammed onto the ground face first, and had a pool of blood surrounding her. I immediately flew down towards Y/n, but it was obviously too late.

Y/n, my crush, was gone...because of me, Sero, Mina, Kaminari, Kirishima,and  her dad. But I think that the main reason is because of me and what the rest of my squad did and said to her.

Y/n's POV

I was just about to jump, when I thought I heard Bakugo calling out to someone. I had just brushed it off, until I noticed that Bakugo was flying towards me. He had apparently heard someone calling his name, because he stopped dead in his tracks, looking around.

I saw that as the perfect opportunity to jump, and finally end everything once and for all.

I was falling down, and I saw the ground getting closer, and I was ready to go. I'm a split second I had hit the floor, and was almost immediately dead.