Avoidance

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If you'd notice,
I distanced myself from you.
I'm sure you won't realize that.
You won't because you're too oblivious.

Avoiding you became a chore,
anything to not let my momentum falter.

My momentum of not caring for you.

I don't want to look into your eyes the way I used to.

I would fall.
Fall all over again.
Failing to get over you.

I won't do that.
Not to myself.
Not when you're with Her.

Heaven was a facade
to cover up the hellish experience
of nearly loving you.

If you'd notice,
I wouldn't even look at your way.
But, I'm sure you're too oblivious.

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