it's one-sided, so I'll hide it.

Admiring in Angst

You know i realized something, its that you're into pretty girls.

Those types of girls that somehow fit into the standards of modern society.

That somehow manages to atleast captivate a few people.

Or atleast that's what i observed and heard from stories that people tell of you.

From what i have seen, these are probably the type of girls you like:
skinny
fair
beautiful smooth hair
charismatic
good sense of humor
feminine
kind
has a beautiful smile
smart

The list can go on, but it does make me somehow realize that I'm not any of them.

I don't have beautiful hair
I don't have fair skin
I don't have a beautiful smile
I am not charismatic
I am not skinny
I am not smart
I am neither any of those.

I hate this part of admiring you, I admire you this much that it hurts.

-Hopeless Romantic Weary Writer of Hearts to the clueless boy