Im Liam Payne of One Direction and I have a crush on my bestmate/bandmate, Harry. None of them know that I’m gay and today was the day I was going to tell them. I had called them all down to the living room. Louis sat on the recliner. Zayn, Harry and Niall on the couch. I stood in front of the boy, running my hands through my hair nervously. What if they didn’t accept me? I took a deep breath "Lads I have something to tell you” I mumbled.
“What is it mate?” Louis questioned.
“i-im gay” I stuttered.
“Y-you’re kidding right?” Louis asked humorously starting to laugh. If he was laughing already this wasn’t going good.
“Uhh.. I think he’s serious” Zayn stated. I looked down and sighed.
“Mate, how… long have you felt this way?” Liam asked. Harry just sits in shock and anger as the rest of the lads question me.
“A while. I was just too scared to say” I replied
“Um.. give me a second. I got to.. pee” Harry stated and quickly left the room.
Zayn watched him. “I don’t think he’s taking this well..” he said.
“Just give him time” Louis shrugged. I sighed and looked up. “It’s alright mate. We still love you” he said trying to lighten the mood. I simply nodded and attempted a smile.
“Im back” Harry announced when he strolled back in and sat on the couch again. “What’d else I miss?”
I shrugged and replied. “Nothing”
He nodded and looked down at his phone, probably texting that girl he meet at the night club a few nights ago. I sighed and walked out of the living room and to my room. “Liam, can I talk to you” Niall asked as he followed me and stopped be just before my room. “Lad, what else is bothering you?” he asked with concern.
“What do you want?” I replied
“What else is bothering you? And don’t lie to me” he said firmly. I shook my head and kept walking. “Fucking stop and look at me. I’m asking because I care” Liam cursed. I stopped and looked at the ground. “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t want to say” I whispered.
“Quit being complicated. Anything else you tell me can’t get any worse than you being gay. So tell me” he said.
I sighed and looked down. “I love Harry”
“You.. What? What’s wrong with you? Harry loves you too.. but not.. romantically. He’s talking to a girl anyways… Liam you have to tell him.
I looked at him shocked and shook my head. “No No”
“You do or I will. He has every right to know Liam” Niall said.
“He doesn’t. He won’t like me back so what’s the point in making things more awkward” I replied.
“You know that and so do I. Harry isn’t gay.. but if you tell him he might understand” he said slightly softer. I kept shaking my head, tears starting to build up. “Liam.. its okay right” he scolded and walked away to tell Harry. “Harry, Liam needs to speak with you. Privately” Niall yelled across the room.
