I quickly closed my hand around the razor, causing it to cut into my palm slightly. “Nothing” I said quickly.
“What’s in your hand?” she questioned.
I shook my head. “It’s nothing.
She snatched my arm, causing me to drop the razor. “Oh-h.. gosh Liam. Why?” she asked. I just looked down and sighed. “Does Harry know? Because.. he’ll me upset”
“No he doesn’t. Don’t tell him” I said.
“It’s not safe Liam. Haz cares about you.. why, how could you do this?”
“Stop saying his name” I whisper. Hearing his name just reminded me of what I couldn’t have.
“Why? Are you having a fight or something?” she asked.
Tears built up in my eyes and I shook my head. “no”
“What’s the problem then?” she asked. I heard footsteps come up the stairs and approach the bathroom. Harry must have wondered what was taking so long and stood outside the bathroom, listening to us. I shook my head. “Please, tell me why you cut yourself” she pressed.
“You’ll hate me” I mumbled.
“I could never. Liam, I care about you” she said. What she cares about me? Whatever, she hardly knows me. But whatever.
“He’s gay” Harry said as he walked in to the bathroom.
“But that gives you no right to try and cut yourself. H-how could you Liam? I love you, you know. And so does all your fans.. don’t let us down” Marie said.
I shook my head. “It’s not just cause I’m gay”
“No.. its because you love.. me. But that doesn’t mean you should harm yourself” Harry cut in. I nodded and looked down. “Gimme it now. I’m not disappointed in you” he said as he help out his hand. I slowly handed it to him and stormed out of the bathroom. ”Sorry you had to see that babe” I heard Harry say to Marie. “Liam come here NOW!” he yelled to me.
“No” I replied.
“Liam Payne! I’m fucking serious. Come here right dam now!!” he continued to shout at me.
“Why should I?”
“Because you love me right? And I’m asking you” he said.
I sighed and walked back to him. “What?”
“Quit hurting yourself. Because when you do, you hurt me” he said. I hurt Harry? How could I live with myself if I did that?
I sighed. “So”
“If you really love me, you’ll stop” he said and looked into my eyes. “Will you stop?” he pleaded and moved closer to grab my left hand. I felt tingle run up my arm as he touched me. I nodded. “Thanks lad” he smiled and pulled me into a tight hug. I hugged him back. “Umm well.. we got plans. Erm, me and Marie have.. um. Plans, we’re staying here, in my bedroom. So, yeah” he mumbled.
I nodded. “I’ll go out”
“You don’t have too, just maybe.. watch tv or something” he said.
I just shook my head. “I’ll go out”
“Are you sure? We won’t be loud. Erm.. yeah”
I covered my ears. That was too much information. “Don’t need to know”
“Well, should.. it might turn you back straight” he chuckled slightly.
I shook my head. “That couldn’t happened” I said and walked out of the bathroom.
