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I hate you,
I hate you so much
I hate you for hurting me a lot,
I hate you for breaking my heart and making me wanna rot
I hate you for never caring about me,
I hate you for never allowing yourself to see me
I hate you for taking me for granted,
I hate for making me something you never wanted
I hate you for thinking about me so little,
I hate you for never joining in the middle
I hate you for never appreciating all that I gave you,
I hate you for never believing it's true
I hate you for being so Indifferent about everything,
I hate you for making me nothing
I hate you for being so guarded around me,
I hate you for doing stupid things that never let me be
I hate you for causing another hole in my heart,
I hate you for tearing my mind apart
But I love you
I love you so much
I love you for how sweet you can be,
I love you for making me love me
I love you for making me laugh when I want to die,
I love you for all your silly lies
I love you for how passionate you are about your dreams,
I love you for being like sweet ice cream
I love you for how beautifully you smile,
I love you for how you make me happy for a while
I love you for your silly little pickups lines,
I love you for listening to all my whines
I love you for accepting that I like Lionel Messi,
I love you for forgiving me for starting arguments that are messy
I love you for making me forget him,
I love you for making me happy
I love you for making me not so empty
I love you so much
I love you for being you,
Just you
I love how you are so cutely cold,
I love you for being someone I want to hold
I love how you are so innocent,
I love you for being so foolishly confident
I love you for being okay with me sometimes,
I love you for making me feel more than a dime
But I guess it's time to say goodbye right?
Then bye,
I won't bother you
Cause I know you hate it
I know you hate it when we talk
I know you hate it when I tell you I care about you
I know you hate it when I miss you
I know you hate it when I tell you about my life
I'm sorry I cannot hate you,
But I will deal with the pain of losing you
I will let you go
I'm done, I'm sorry
I really really just cared about you
Don't blame me though
I told you I was stupid
I'm so stupid
But I know when to let go
So bye my love
I hope you are happy.
-Jafisaal
