My lover | young royals

Wilhelm

The clouds block the sun from shining in the gray skies which can only match the mood. The walk to the car was so heartbreaking like I was getting stabbed over and over again, I just lost the love of my life, the only persons I could ever fully trust, my boy, my Simon.

This monarchy shit is getting me so stressed out cause as my mother says "don't do anything that will effect the monarchy" it's always the monarchy in everything I do.

We pull up to the palace that is supposed to be considered home but it doesn't. A home is when you feel comfort, and feel safe but when I'm in the palace I don't feel anything I never know what I feel I always feel numb. There is never a description of what I'm feeling cause it's always indescribable.

This is going to be the worst Christmas ever.

I enter the palace and the first face I see is...august?! What the fuck is he doing here. 

"Hello wille lovely to see you" august says with a grin plastered on his face, I all I do is look at him in disgust. Why did my mom invite him here after knowing what he did to me...to Simon!

"'Mom what is he doing here. You know what he did to me and Simon he ruined our lives how can you bring him here after knowing what he did?" I say as clam as possible because if I wanted to I would have exploded with so much anger in my voice.

"Yes Wilhelm I know what he did, and he's here to apologize so you can be family again"

"Family? Are you hearing yourself! I'm not going to forgive him after what he did to me and Simon because unlike you both I care for Simon and Because of you I lost him so you know how much that hurts to lose the love of you life? No of course you wouldn't because you care more about the monarchy then love or even your own fucking son! So no I'm not going to forgive him"

After that I just run up to my room I couldn't condone looking at them anymore. As soon as I enter room I slam the door and lock it. I start loosing the steadiness in my breathing and feeling suffocated, I climb up onto the window open it and simply just sit there while looking outside.

The sun was finally showing and shining through the sky. The weather was really the opposite of what I was feeling i couldn't feel my self shining through anything, I felt like a shadow there wasn't anything shining it was just dark. Still looking outside Im looking out to a field, there are flowers that look kind of dry because of the coldness outside. The sun shines back into my room and this time a beam of sunlight enters the room, following the beam of sunlight with my eyes I notice something on the floor. It was a folded paper and looked like it had writing on it.

I stood up from the window and walked to the piece of paper lying on the floor. I pick it up and on the front it says

Wilhelm.

I unfold it once and all the letter reads is.

I love you too.

I unfold it once more and it reads

Simon.

A/n: I hope you guys will enjoy this sorry moving forward! 🫶🏼