My lover | young royals

Wilhelm

Today I go back to school and had a panic attack this morning which I just suffered through cause the one person that can truly help me through them is gone.

Gone.

I don't want to use the word Gone but at the moment it's the only right word to use. He is gone, but he's not really gone The only thing going on in my head is Simon

Simon.

Simon.

Simon.

I just can't get him out my head, but I don't think he can either. The letter, the letter Simon sent me a few weeks ago saying he loves me.

I'm just getting lost in my thoughts but that was soon interrupted, by my mother. I sit up in my bed and she sits on the end of my bed.

"Wille before you leave we need to discuss the rules you are to follow at hillerska" is she out of her mind? Rules?! She can't be serious. I scoff

"Ok?" I say

"So the first rule, no parties I found out you went to a party late at night so no parties. Second rule no sneaking out of your window in the middle of the night. And the last rule you are not allowed to see Simon, not talk to him, don't go near him, nothing don't do anything with him stay away from him at all cost. You understand?"

I stare her in the eye. Stay away from Simon that is not even nearly possible! When I get there all I want to do it run up to him and hug him, spin him, kiss him, make sure he's ok, have se-....I'm kidding maybe, it's not my fault he's so hot and pretty and kind and adorable and caring an- ok let's get back on topic here.

"You've got to be joking? That's not possible, I can't help that I love him! Why can't you just accept thta your son likes a boy!?"

I need him.

"Because Wille you are the crown prince of Sweden and you have to think about the monarchy and the royals. Erik never did anything to disappoint us why can't you be more like him? It's not that hard"

"Not that hard?! Wanna know something that is not that hard? ACCEPTING THAT YOUR SON WANTS A BOYFRIEND! I'm not Erik ok!? I know you rather him be alive then me and I wish that too. So Sweden can have a good prince that doesn't want a boyfriend but that's not how it is. You are not worth my time to talk to so if you will excuse me I'm going to go to school"

I walk out the room fuming I feel like I'm about to burst, like a bomb that has been lit up and is ticking away before blowing or a volcano that is about to erupt. I was so mad! How can my mom just say I can't see the person I love. Making rules for me Pft

Those rules can kiss my ass.

I'm now in the car going to hilerska and I'm just going to talk with Simon cause I truly love him I was so stupid to fucking say it wasn't me in that video i don't know why I denied it why did I have to listen to my mom.

I'm just looking at the trees pass by while we are driving then I see the school building. I sigh. I don't know if I'm ready to go back or not, I'm nervous what if august is still there? He must be. God I'm not excited to see him.

We pull up into the gravel up to the school and then I see someone standing on the steps.

It's Simon.

He's holding a sign that says

I love you Wille.

It's kinda cheesy but I don't care. I immediately open the car door and run up to him. I embrace him into the a tight hug.

"Simon! I missed you so much, I missed y-you s-so much" I say but I'm choking on my tears my face is wet from my tears, I'm just so overwhelming happy I got to hug Simon after all this time and he still loves me and I still love him I can't believe it's like a dream come true I get to still see him. I don't care what my mom says I'm going to tell Sweden that I have a boyfriend I'm going to announce it I'm not going to let Simon be my secret anymore. I want the world to know he's mine.

He's mine.

"Aw Wille don't cry, you gonna make me cry" Hw says and I just softly laugh

"I love you Wille"

"Hope you have a nice Christmas" I say joking

"Oh fuck off wille I'm sorry"

"I'm just kidding I love you to, and I totally forg-" Simon put his hand over my mouth interrupting me

"Just shut up and kiss me"

I do as Simon said. I lay my hands on his waist and pull him close, and he puts his arms around my neck and I kiss him. When I kiss him I feel like the world just stops and it's only me and him, everything around us fogs and disappears.

I feel like a flower, but when I'm around him I feel like I have superpowers.

A/N: sorry guys for not updating in a long time my mental health is not going good atm I'll try to post more often.