Then I woke up.
It was all a dream, an imagination. It was fake.
Why did it have to be a dream. I felt like I was in the moment well I technically was but wasn't truly there.I'm glad that those stupid rules my mom gave me where fake. I stay laying down in my bed just scrolling through Instagram and that's when a post from Simon pops up.
It's a picture of him, Sara, and his mom. He looks so happy with them I wish I could of made him that happy why did I have to fucking deny it was me in that video I'm so stupid for listening to my mom why did I h-. I was interrupted by a knock on my door.
"Prince Wilhelm you have to get ready, it's your first day back" Malin says
"Thanks, thank Malin" I just stay laying down looking up at the ceiling, I will get up..eventually. It's just that I don't have the energy to get up, I don't have the energy to eat, I don't have the energy to do anything. Because of my stupid actions has led me to a draining consequence, I just wish the consequence didn't have to be losing Simon.
I finally get up knowing I won't be able to avoid going back to school. It's like Christmas break went by in a flash and I don't remember anything at all. So Simon no I didn't have a good Christmas.
I go into my closet with much more clothes then I need and grab my hillerska uniform, this uniform gives me so many memories that I just want to break down and cry but I know I can't cause then my mother will constantly ask questions and I don't even want to look at her right now let alone having to tell her my feelings, it just doesn't feel right.
I head downstairs after having a Moment in my closet and of course the first person I'm met with is my mother. She's formally sitting in a chair at the dining table with a blue dress and a partially fluffy cardigan.
"Sit down Wilhelm" she says as she gestures her hand to the chair across from her that I soon sit down in.
"So Wilhelm when you go to hilerska you are going to have to follow rules so nothing else happens and you can finish the rest of this semester without problems"
"Rules? What you think I'm 5?! I'm fine on my own" I say hey she still looks at me like she doesn't believe me one bit and she continues talking.
"No you're not cause last you made a mistake and slept with a boy!" She says and that's when I look up at her.
"First of all 'that boy' his name is Simon and second it was not a mistake, I wanted to so don't say it was a mistake can you just tell me the rules so I can leave"
"Ok then the first rule is stay focused on your studies and no sneaking out of your window. And these rules this is the most important ones, first you be nice to august he is still family" I scoff "and lastly no seeing or talking or touching or looking at this boy. You understand?" I look at her and say nothing instead I get up from my chair grab my bag and leave without saying goodbye or anything.
Malin opens the door for me and I thank her and get in.
1 hour 47 minutes.
1 hours 47 minutes until I'm back at hilerska. And I get to hear his voice again. His voice is very calming, angelic and just absolute beautiful.
*At hilerska*
"We're here" Malin says and opens my door. I step out and grab my bag. I continue inside and just go to my dorm but when I open the door there are 2 beds, I mean before I had 2 beds but no roommate so we will see.
After a brief moment it was time for me to go to the chapel and listen to the choir, well mostly Simon. I enter the chapel and take my seat in the front, there he his there's Simon. He's standing all the way in the back, in the middle. His beautiful curls, his beautiful eyes, his cute nose, his perfect lips, I just love everything about him there's not really anything I can hate him for, he's perfect in my eyes. Then Simon starts his solo singing it takes a fool to remain sane.
Whatever happen to the funky
Race
A generation lost in pace?
Wasn't life supposed to be more
Then this?
I'm this kiss, I'll change your bore
For my blissHe's the only one I'm paying attention too. Like there is no one else here but me and him and he's just standing out of them all. Then it's over.
I walk back to my dorm not wanting to socialize with anyone at the Moment.
I lay down on the my bed and after a few hours someone else enters.
Simon.
AN/ ok guys I'm trying to post as much as I can but I'm always busy and my mental Health is not that good and I have school so I'm trying my best sorry for posting slow and sorry for the cliffhanger 😭❤️
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