The med they put me on are making me depressed. I know I shouldn't wanna kill myself off every chance I get. and I was good with not cutting before shot but I've cut 2 times since. And I want my shot changed to a pill but my stupid fucking mom won't let me and she's not the one getting it. it fucking burns. I don't like being touched. But it's "keeping me stable" when I can be just as stable with a pill. Fml I wanna die. I wanna die. Kill me please.
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