About me Tink aka Jan

Losing her

So hey guys, I just uhm. I have this girl. Who means the world to me; like you don't understand what she means to me. I would die and kill for her. She's beautiful, she's perfect. I love her, but lately.. I have not been showing her that,I know I love her and want to be with her. There is no second guessing it. She is just perfect in so many ways. I have been going through a lot lately,and I've been taking it out on her,I have no reason to, she's always there for me. Always. My biggest fear in life is losing her. When she told me her mom was taking her phone I seriously had a panic attack. I can't go a day without having at least one text from her. I met her a year and half ago, and I still get butterflies getting a text from her and hearing her voice. I love when she spams me with messages. Ugh her laugh. Its just unreal. I want her to know that I really do love her a lot, Hopefully she will see this. I don't know, but kio. I love you. And I'm sorry I haven't been the girlfriend lately.